beautifulxalone

and today is a new day. and everything will be okay.

soooo stressed out!!!

things are looking up i guess. my daddy will be home tomorrow. i talked to him today...he sounds okay. still having trouble getting some words out, and he repeated himself a few times, but it could've been alot worse. so i'm homeward bound until saturday. i feel worn out, but that's to be expected. i turn 20 in less than a month. that's kind of...
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my daddy had a stroke the other day. has been in the hospital since monday this has been an extremely emotionally draining week. cant wait til it's over. and i cant wait til i can see him on friday, so i can know he really will be okay. i'm scared.

soooo i cant get my user pic to resize to under 100kb. i wish i still had photoshop on this computer, but i took it off bkz my poor little laptop cant function with all of this shit on it. rawwwrrr. so hopefully i'll figure out how to shrink it down?


but on the bright side, i uploaded some pix that we took 2 weeks...
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i want to be skinny, and wildly desired.


i want to travel all over the world, and never look back.
i want to make it out of new jersey.

i wish i could just lay in bed all day and smoke clove flavoured tobacco out of a hookah

i would love to have my own personal chef who would cook me the most marvelous foods...
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this is my first entry. my better half got me enthralled with suicide girls after he went to the burlesque show in philly and said "i could totally see you doing that". so i sent pix in...and now i'm waiting. i sent in my release form, and two forms of ID, and i filled out the questionnaire thingie...all i have to do is take more...
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