wow i havent written in here in awhile.
finals were OKAY. i'm glad they're over tho. well three are. and i got my paper and project finished on time. i have my stats final on monday and that's IT for the semester. i really stopped caring.
things with the roomies have been better. my roommate paul and i got into a little tuff, but we...
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finals were OKAY. i'm glad they're over tho. well three are. and i got my paper and project finished on time. i have my stats final on monday and that's IT for the semester. i really stopped caring.
things with the roomies have been better. my roommate paul and i got into a little tuff, but we...
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THREE finals today.
after 10 PM tonite, i will be a happy happy happy girl.
thanks for all the nice comments everyone has left me. i'll respond to them tomorrow.
i'm physically and mentally and emotionally exhausted. BUT
it's almost over.
xox.
after 10 PM tonite, i will be a happy happy happy girl.
thanks for all the nice comments everyone has left me. i'll respond to them tomorrow.

i'm physically and mentally and emotionally exhausted. BUT
it's almost over.
xox.
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fragile21:
i hope your finals went well! that's one thing about school i do not miss. 

maliki:
yay finals are over.. now its time to relax for a bit, and enjoy the holidays right?
I AM SO TIRED
of people making me FEEL LIKE
a piece of SHIT.
i am still fucked up from last nite. and i have to work 12 hours. lets see if i can get thru the shift without someone FREAKING OUT on me, or without me CRYING.
of people making me FEEL LIKE
a piece of SHIT.
i am still fucked up from last nite. and i have to work 12 hours. lets see if i can get thru the shift without someone FREAKING OUT on me, or without me CRYING.
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chiclet:
are you feeling better today?
i'm actually afraid of parents meeting. like, i just don't wanna have to hear that they hate each other!
i'm actually afraid of parents meeting. like, i just don't wanna have to hear that they hate each other!
twotoner:
You are a wonderful young lady who manages to balance all the things thrown at her with grace and style.

bleh. shit around the house has just been pissing me off.
i made some cash today
and got a nice paycheck, and hopefully will make some this weekend bkz i have $11 in my bank account.
i got half of my paper written tonite, i'm so happy.
i feel like seriously just crashing right now. the APC and the rain and the candles are making...
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i made some cash today
and got a nice paycheck, and hopefully will make some this weekend bkz i have $11 in my bank account.
i got half of my paper written tonite, i'm so happy.
i feel like seriously just crashing right now. the APC and the rain and the candles are making...
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maliki:
yeah for paychecks
, i got mine today too
is this the same paper that you started last week?
Go to sleep then, i woudl sing you a lullaby but i cant sing for beans
well g-night...


is this the same paper that you started last week?
Go to sleep then, i woudl sing you a lullaby but i cant sing for beans

well g-night...
durrrh. i'm such a dumbass. instead of putting the 200$+ i made this weekned in the BANK where it BELONGS, i spent most of it. i did lend justin 50$. but i bought a bottle of captain. and cigarettes. and a new ring. and it's all shit that i DONT NEED.
but i do have to buy birth control. 45$ a month is alot
fucking...
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but i do have to buy birth control. 45$ a month is alot

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maliki:
SEE! well im glad you feeling alittle better. I told you it wasnt as bad as you was making it out to be. Although i agree about the 200 bux.. you need to pay that electric bill 

i'm so fucking overwhelmed right now i dont know whether to cry or scream.
our electric bill is 200$. i'm stressing about money. and when i mentioned something to paul about leaving his shit on all the time, like the space heater for 8 fucking hours while he's at work. he started getting in my face. goddamn defensive. he says it's not him, but then...
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our electric bill is 200$. i'm stressing about money. and when i mentioned something to paul about leaving his shit on all the time, like the space heater for 8 fucking hours while he's at work. he started getting in my face. goddamn defensive. he says it's not him, but then...
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lydia:
My boyfriend also managed to get a $200 electo bill.
We've been shutting off everything except the bedroom heater. It's getting so cold! @_@
We've been shutting off everything except the bedroom heater. It's getting so cold! @_@
maliki:
It sound to me like you need to take some time to your self and relax.
I wish i could just wave a magic wand and fix it all for you.. sheesh!
I would go to court, if you have to work, show them the court notice., by law they should let you either leave early or give you the day off..
The papaer thatw ill get done adventually, it wont be forever
"Chaos in the midst of chaos isn't funny, but chaos in the midst of order is. " -Steve Martin
xoxo
-Maliki
I wish i could just wave a magic wand and fix it all for you.. sheesh!
I would go to court, if you have to work, show them the court notice., by law they should let you either leave early or give you the day off..
The papaer thatw ill get done adventually, it wont be forever

"Chaos in the midst of chaos isn't funny, but chaos in the midst of order is. " -Steve Martin
xoxo
-Maliki
what a weird few days emotionally this has been.
on sunday i had sort of a mini breakdown that was bound to happen sooner or later based on the long hours i had been working and just the confusing shit that has been racing thru my brain.
but i cried, let it out, and i felt remotely better after. it had been a long long...
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on sunday i had sort of a mini breakdown that was bound to happen sooner or later based on the long hours i had been working and just the confusing shit that has been racing thru my brain.
but i cried, let it out, and i felt remotely better after. it had been a long long...
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maliki:
Wow your pretty busy
i hope your dad stays healthy & employed too.
I miss my days of big dinners with my friends. (sigh) Ive mostly been with family as of lately.

i hope your dad stays healthy & employed too.
I miss my days of big dinners with my friends. (sigh) Ive mostly been with family as of lately.
a half hour ago, i was crying my fucking eyes out.
listening to the used.
i dont know why.
but it made me cry harder and harder and harder.
and then about 10 minutes ago i was doubled over in laughter.
i'm high.
and goddamnit i needed this.
such a long fucking
draining
upsetting
depressing
happy
weekend.
who's ready for the semester to be over?...
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listening to the used.
i dont know why.
but it made me cry harder and harder and harder.
and then about 10 minutes ago i was doubled over in laughter.
i'm high.
and goddamnit i needed this.
such a long fucking
draining
upsetting
depressing
happy
weekend.
who's ready for the semester to be over?...
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kickboxer:
You r0x0rs.
ok so i was grey for a day, but then justin re-activated my account.
did you all miss me?
i'm sure.
and while i was grey, i missed my Clover's set go up. so a belated congrats to her. it's fucking hot.
how was everyone's turkey days?
i got suckered in to working 3 double shifts in a row. i've made about $600 so...
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did you all miss me?
i'm sure.
and while i was grey, i missed my Clover's set go up. so a belated congrats to her. it's fucking hot.
how was everyone's turkey days?
i got suckered in to working 3 double shifts in a row. i've made about $600 so...
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tarzan:
AAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACHEW!!!
excuse me
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACHEW!!!

maliki:
I enjoyed my turkey days.. i couldnt ask for much more.. my aunts dog had puppies, and they are cuteness
im a bit tired i was up most of the night. but it was worth it


holidays are depressing
and i dont want to ever celebrate them again.
thanks.
although it was good to see my parents, and i teared up a little when i said i love you to my mom.
i wish i was four years old again, and that i would always be "daddy's little girl."
why must we grow old, and grow up, and change?
and i dont want to ever celebrate them again.
thanks.
although it was good to see my parents, and i teared up a little when i said i love you to my mom.
i wish i was four years old again, and that i would always be "daddy's little girl."
why must we grow old, and grow up, and change?
tarzan:
I;ve never been that huge of a Thanksgiving fan.
I;ve always prefered Christmass.
Especially since last year.
I;ve always prefered Christmass.
Especially since last year.
