beautifulxalone

fuck off. i'm bored, and i dont have anything constructive to write about. </3


*Time started: 3:23 PM

*Name: christine

*Nickname: oh lord. chris, chrissie, annie, i get called by my last name alot, love, red, etc etc etc.

*Single or Taken: my heart is yours.

*Sex: female

*Birthday: mar 19

*Sign: pisces

*Siblings: one kick ass sister.

*Hair color: red

*Eye colour: blue

*Shoe...
Read More

so my good mood....



gone.



i think i'm just tired of everything at this point.


talk to me in 2 weeks. i may (hopefully) feel different.






</3

for some reason i'm in a fantastic mood.
maybe it's all the money i've made so far this weekend.
or the NINE HOURS of blissful sleep i got last nite.

or the fact that i get to see kerry tonite and everyone is coming down with me. seems like everyone will be in philly tonite huh? <3!


last week of classes.
then finals.
then i'm...
Read More

so i spent about 6 hours today traveling to doctors and health centers, only to come home with 2 bottles of vicodin and donnatal and 60$ poorer, and they still don't know what's wrong with me. could be : stomach flu or a burst ovarian cyst.

yippee.

i took some meds, ate some soup, and then passed out til about an hour ago. i'm mad...
Read More

yeah well you know.

as long as the weather stays this nice i will have a smile on my face.


but when the sun goes down...the night's are cold.


i'm happy gto say that i really dont have anything to do today. except just enjoy something.
whatever i want.
hmm.....


the possibilities are endless.

okay so fuck the de-tox.
fuck the bullshit.
fuck the loneliness.
fuck the indecision.

fuck my txt msg alerts sounding like ashley's...and they're always for her. booo.


at least i got all of my reading done? and i'm going to see my mom on friday. i miss her.



sweetest of dreams....

i went thru a series of very distinct and different emotions this weekend, some good, and some horrible.

yesterday was something that i never experienced in my life. i had never felt more peaceful and alone in my entire life. i documented everything that i was feeling without inhibition, and i think my paper on "the meaning of life" will be really well written.

i'm...
Read More

so not the best weekend so far,
but i guess it has the potential of getting much better.
especially since :
- - i didnt have to work this morning bkz steve offered to work for me. werd.
- - i got to sleep in til 12:30 GUILT FREE because this is the first time i've gotten to sleep in that late without legitimately missing...
Read More

last nite was not fun.

got too drunk for no reason and did not have a good time. hmm. too much on my mind i guess?


anyway. i was super productive yesterday. cleaned out my closet and got rid of so much shit. but i talked about this already.... durh.


ashley and i are going to the beach on sunday to find the meaning of...
Read More