i dont think i've ever been this miserable in my life as i have been this week.
but a fucking rollercoaster...really happy at some points, but the happiness was just temporary.
this time of the year is the WORST. the absolute worst, and i think this year beats all of the other years clear out of the water. i havent missed a beat. either crying... Read More
last nite was beat street.
got all ready and started driving down, just got on 95, and ker called to tell me that no one else was coming, and she didnt want to wait 45 min for me to get there, so fuck it.
i was mad. especially since i spent all that time getting ready, and i hadnt really wanted to go anymore by... Read More
man.
i'm feeling really good right now.
sometimes you just need to be really stoned. (sorry if you don't agree with me -- actually no i'm not, i think everyone should smoke pot, it'd make the world a much calmer place )
ANYWAY.
made mad loot at work tonite, which was a plus since i felt like ripping my hair out numerous times. i asked... Read More
okay, so it's going to be one of THESE days where i just post pointless surveys like i'm 15 years old again. haha. i just want to be unproductive. even tho i did get SIX pages of my vision quest paper written in less than an hour. woot!
f i r s t s
First car: 1994 Nissan Altima -- Blue
First real kiss: Stuart... Read More