I don't know what it is about listening to the Faint when I'm high, but I love it.
So today is a little brighter I guess. I got good sleep last night, but had a serious panic attack yesterday. I think it was just from not eating all day. I got really sick; puked up bile. Cold sweats, and tunnel vision. It was seriously the...
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So today is a little brighter I guess. I got good sleep last night, but had a serious panic attack yesterday. I think it was just from not eating all day. I got really sick; puked up bile. Cold sweats, and tunnel vision. It was seriously the...
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it's not getting any better.
in fact, it's only getting worse. and it's only going to keep getting worse.
and i'm the only one to blame.
was never really good with goodbyes....
in fact, it's only getting worse. and it's only going to keep getting worse.
and i'm the only one to blame.
was never really good with goodbyes....
it's time for another round of love/hate :
:LOVE:
+making money; paying bills; feeling accomplished
+going out to the bar with kristen. that girl knows how to drink and have a good time, and we always hang out with the most random people.
+that i {finally} get to see/sleep next to justin tonight.<3
+getting high after a long night at day/work.
+today was the first...
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:LOVE:
+making money; paying bills; feeling accomplished
+going out to the bar with kristen. that girl knows how to drink and have a good time, and we always hang out with the most random people.
+that i {finally} get to see/sleep next to justin tonight.<3
+getting high after a long night at day/work.
+today was the first...
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article10:
good luck with the quitting of the smoking. i've tried and never been able to pull it off. it's the worst of all addictions and the hardest to quit.
i feel myself totally losing grip of everything.
it's very unsettling.
i haven't felt this shitty in YEARS.
i feel trapped. like i have no where else to go. no one to turn to. the only people i really want to be with are so far away.
i've made so many mistakes, and i cant seem to fix them.
i used to be confident in...
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it's very unsettling.
i haven't felt this shitty in YEARS.
i feel trapped. like i have no where else to go. no one to turn to. the only people i really want to be with are so far away.
i've made so many mistakes, and i cant seem to fix them.
i used to be confident in...
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pinkzebra:
I hope you get to feeling better. I hope it gets easier someday. I get how you're feeling...been feeling that a lot lately myself.
Just take care of yourself and try to make it through the hard times.
Just take care of yourself and try to make it through the hard times.
twotoner:
Thanks so much for the graduation wishes. You're a sweetheart.
I'm off to London, then Germany via either Paris or Brussels. Haven't quite decided yet.
Hey, like I said before, if you need a shoulder to lean on, I'm here. Don't make me come in for pizza!
I'm off to London, then Germany via either Paris or Brussels. Haven't quite decided yet.
Hey, like I said before, if you need a shoulder to lean on, I'm here. Don't make me come in for pizza!
i thought i'd lighten up the mood a bit...
(and i need something mindless to distract me.)
If I were a month, I would be: November
If I were a time, of day I would be: 11:08 AM
If I were a sin, I would be: Greed
If I were a tree, I would be: cherry blossom tree
If I were a kind of weather,...
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(and i need something mindless to distract me.)
If I were a month, I would be: November
If I were a time, of day I would be: 11:08 AM
If I were a sin, I would be: Greed
If I were a tree, I would be: cherry blossom tree
If I were a kind of weather,...
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and tonite,
i'm drowning myself in wine the color of my hair.
everything has turned to SHIT.
everyday it's something different.
and i'm the only one to blame.
i go to bed crying and wake up screaming from nightmares.
i wish i knew what self control was
i wish i knew how to love and not just break hearts.
i wish i wish i wish....
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i'm drowning myself in wine the color of my hair.
everything has turned to SHIT.
everyday it's something different.
and i'm the only one to blame.
i go to bed crying and wake up screaming from nightmares.
i wish i knew what self control was
i wish i knew how to love and not just break hearts.
i wish i wish i wish....
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sexyzombie:
Here's a pirate to cheer you up. "Arrrrr!" he says. "Shiver me timbers!"
Here's a pirate to cheer you up. "Arrrrr!" he says. "Shiver me timbers!"
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tarzan:
Id like that alot
tarzan:
and I found a way to make more money while Im down here to 
thought it might make you laugh or
a little
thought it might make you laugh or
a little
i feel like an elephant is laying on my chest.
allergies are killing me.
shit list :
+sleeping alone every night is starting to bother me ALOT. i used to love sleeping alone every once in awhile, but once you get used to something, damn. i still will only sleep on my one side. wishful thinking.
+work sucks. everyday i walk in there getting pissed...
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allergies are killing me.
shit list :
+sleeping alone every night is starting to bother me ALOT. i used to love sleeping alone every once in awhile, but once you get used to something, damn. i still will only sleep on my one side. wishful thinking.
+work sucks. everyday i walk in there getting pissed...
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sexyzombie:
Dali is awesome and allergies do suck. Dali built these really cool custom built chess sets, they were part of the display last time it came around.
Remember during allergy season, Claritan is your friend.
Remember during allergy season, Claritan is your friend.
tadzi:
i know what you mean about allergies....i get them bad. and i was out of jersey for 2 weeks...then driving back, about the time i got halfway through PA it started...yuck. ibve been coughing and sneezing nonstop since then,
so a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders for many reasons.
i'm really really happy that school is over.
last final this morning, and i feel okay about it.
i feel okay about everything.
i think it'll be a good summer, and everything will work out in the end. i will bet all of the hope in my heart on that. <3...
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i'm really really happy that school is over.
last final this morning, and i feel okay about it.
i feel okay about everything.
i think it'll be a good summer, and everything will work out in the end. i will bet all of the hope in my heart on that. <3...
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tadzi:
congrats to yas 
which reminds me...i need to get high and go to great adventure.
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