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Cold was fucking amazing. I haven't been to a concert in forever, but it was sooo good to finally see them live. It brought me back to the high school days...it's funny how many memories one song can hold.

They ended the show with Scooter on the stage by himself with his guitar singing "Bleed". It was phenomenal. Everyone in the crowd was silent. They played alot of new shit...including this song:




Its when my world comes down
You wanna change your little ways
Tommorrow's another start
But it looks like everyday
You cant imagine how I wished that
You could be the one
Inside you were not the same
But you look like everyone
Its like a tidal wave that rose to take
The stars
A hurricane that wrapped around my heart
If i could find away I'd make a brand new start
I cant believe it was the calm that
Killed the storm
Inside you broke my heart and took a little piece of me
Maybe one day we'll try again
But it wont ever be the same
If I dont hold on now
Everything fades and slips away
Tommorrow'ss another start but it looks like e v e r y d a y....



It was so fucking good to hang out with my sister tonight. We talked about so much, and got to drink our first official beers together. haha. I love her. She's such a strong and beautiful person. I'm so lucky to have someone like her in my life, that I can consider my best fucking friend.

I forgot how much better working out made me feel. Even though I'm going to be sore as fuck tomorrow. It's fine. The girls are out somewhere, but I'm not going to bed until they come home..I figure what's the point? I'll just be woken up by drunkenness anyway. I'm not really tired anyway. I'll probably write in my journal til they come home. I have my routine.



okay enough. Later.