I was little miss productivity yesterday. Cleaned the bathroom, my room, the living room, vacuumed the hallway, my room and the living room, did the dishes. whoot. work was the slowest of the slow last nite, and I left @ 8 with 42$. 
SUMMER IS THE WORST.
Last nite was fun, but v. crowded and v. hot. I love Thursdays though, because I love getting dressed up, putting my dark eyeliner on, and wearing earrings, and high heels. The one day of the week where strangers notice me, and I can let loose and dance with my girl. I love the random people we meet, and see...and I love when people come up to you and say that they've noticed you for the past couple of weeks, but were too intimidated to approach. haha. I also had this guy we deemed "Crazy Frank" who was disheveled and wearing a flannel shirt who kept poking Kristen and saying to her "I'm just trying to joke around with your friend", while I'm shaking my head at him, and saying "No Thank You." haha. She just laughed at me.
Work was horrendous tonight. SLOOOWWW. Thank God for my boss's brother who tipped me 11$ and their check was comped.
tomorrow will be hell. I'm thinking about going to work in my pajama's...bkz it'll be so dead. Everyone's down the shore enjoying their holiday weekend. Ugh. I'm applying for that other restaurant job this week.
It's a little disheartening to look at your checking acct balance and seeing that it reads 100$ less than you thought it would. FUCK. money issues SUCK SUCK SUCK.
Not to mention all three of the utility bills came in the mail today...that's 100$ worth of utilities this month, on top of the xtra 100$ I'm paying for rent now.
That's $600 in bills this month, not counting the money I'm going to have to put forward to pay to get my car fixed, and fix my computer, OH and buy a new DESK..... 
Yeah, woe is me. Still lonely. I don't like not knowing when I'll see you again.
I hope this gets easier someday.
And by "this" I mean EVERYTHING.
I've been getting quite a few early morning phone calls lately. Time differences are funny.
I thought this was interesting, and a good way to draw out this depressing entry somemore.
- - -
A - You can be very quiet when something's on your mind.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting others.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgmental.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
J - Jealousy.
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have very good physical and looks.
W - You like your privacy.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone.
Pretty accurate. I hate when cigarette smoke gets in my eyes. Goodnite.
SUMMER IS THE WORST.
Last nite was fun, but v. crowded and v. hot. I love Thursdays though, because I love getting dressed up, putting my dark eyeliner on, and wearing earrings, and high heels. The one day of the week where strangers notice me, and I can let loose and dance with my girl. I love the random people we meet, and see...and I love when people come up to you and say that they've noticed you for the past couple of weeks, but were too intimidated to approach. haha. I also had this guy we deemed "Crazy Frank" who was disheveled and wearing a flannel shirt who kept poking Kristen and saying to her "I'm just trying to joke around with your friend", while I'm shaking my head at him, and saying "No Thank You." haha. She just laughed at me.
Work was horrendous tonight. SLOOOWWW. Thank God for my boss's brother who tipped me 11$ and their check was comped.
tomorrow will be hell. I'm thinking about going to work in my pajama's...bkz it'll be so dead. Everyone's down the shore enjoying their holiday weekend. Ugh. I'm applying for that other restaurant job this week.
It's a little disheartening to look at your checking acct balance and seeing that it reads 100$ less than you thought it would. FUCK. money issues SUCK SUCK SUCK.
Not to mention all three of the utility bills came in the mail today...that's 100$ worth of utilities this month, on top of the xtra 100$ I'm paying for rent now.
That's $600 in bills this month, not counting the money I'm going to have to put forward to pay to get my car fixed, and fix my computer, OH and buy a new DESK.....
Yeah, woe is me. Still lonely. I don't like not knowing when I'll see you again.
I hope this gets easier someday.
And by "this" I mean EVERYTHING.
I've been getting quite a few early morning phone calls lately. Time differences are funny.
I thought this was interesting, and a good way to draw out this depressing entry somemore.
- - -
A - You can be very quiet when something's on your mind.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting others.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgmental.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
J - Jealousy.
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have very good physical and looks.
W - You like your privacy.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone.
Pretty accurate. I hate when cigarette smoke gets in my eyes. Goodnite.
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E - You are a very exciting person.
R - You are a social butterfly.
I - You are always smiling & making others
smile.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
Sweet.