beautifulxalone

i am a very not happy girl right now.

got a flat tire on the way home.
had to wait over an hour for AAA to come up. my father insisted on driving up here...when i told him the AAA people would be there @ 10:40, and i didnt call, he left to come up here. ugh.

i'm a fucking adult. i can handle things myself. thanks.
luckily he didnt get that far and he turned around and went back home.
so that means tomorrow i have to go get a new tire.

luckily i have some money saved.
but unfortunately everytime i get money saved, something breaks and i have to pay to fix it.

my pop-pop is out of the hospital and he has been transferred to the nursing home that my mom works at.
he looks okay, but still has paralysis on his left side. he's confused, but all in all, in good hands.

work sucked 3 fat nuts today. i had ONE table from 10:30-4 PM. ONE. i worked 12 hours and made 70$. booooo. at least i made alot of money last nite tho. ugh.

i talked to justin on the phone tonite finally. it was the first time i had talked to him all week. he's not coming up tomorrow like i originally thought.
that makes me sadder and lonelier than i've been all week.


i hate being in this house alone.
i hate sleeping alone.
i hate waking up alone.

no one to talk to.
just me andt he cat.


i'm sleeping in until i cant sleep anymore tomorrow.


goodnight..........