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I'm such a bored, lonely, narcissistic, stoned loser right now. Enjoy.




[ 7 things you are afraid of: ]

1. spiders
2. heights
3. rejection
4. being alone
5. losing my loved ones.
6. paranoia
7. forever

[ 7 things that make you laugh: ]

1. kerry
2. inside jokes
3. my roommates
4. my work folk.
5. smoking pot.
6. justin
7. robin williams

[ 7 things that make you cry: ]

1. you.
2. when people yell at me
3. loneliness
4. feeling abandoned
5. when things just dont feel right
6. overwhelming feelings
7. when other people cry

[ 7 things I love: ]

1. massages
2. writing in my journal
3. A6!!
4. accomplishment
5. smoking & listening to music
6. shopping
7. you who has my heart.

[ 7 things I don't understand: ]

1. life.
2. my mother
3. myself
4. why?
5. my feelings for certain people.
6. love
7. fate

[ 7 things on my desk: ]

1. ashtray
2. flashlight
3. ashtray & ashes
4. djarum blacks
5. a lighter
6. my phone
7. to-do lists



[ 7 facts about me: ]

1. my hair isnt naturally red.
2. I'm a work-a-holic
3. I never wear bras
4. I have 8 piercings.
5. I am a very melodramatic person.
6. I like to smoke pot
7. I fall long, hard, and fast.


[ 7 things to do before I die: ]

1. Get married.
2. Raise a family.
3. Be successful.
4. Have no regrets.
5. Find closure.
6. Travel to other countries. Multiple times.
7. Get my Masters/PhD.


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1. I am happiest when: the house has people in it, and my girls and I are running around, falling on the ground, laughing constantly, playing dress up, LAUGHING constantly, showering together, farting and burping and eating and drinking and laughing so much; when I'm at a good concert; when I'm with kerry, or justin.

2. I feel lonely when: I'm home alone, and everyone else is so far away.

3. The ideal relationship would be: The happiness that I used to feel before the emptiness took over.

4. Favorite movie: Empire Records.

5. Favorite author: ...

6. What makes you cry? this overwhelming feeling.

7. Introvert or extrovert? depends on the situation, little of both.

8. Do you think too much? it never stops

9. If you could live anywhere in the world,where would it be? Miami.

10. A famous person you would like to meet: Johnny Depp.

11. Do you believe in organized religion? No

12. Pro-life or pro-choice? it should be the woman's choice in extreme situations.

13. Are you a vegetarian? no.

14. Do you support the death penalty? Yes.

15. Do angels or demons exist? Who cares?

16. What would you most like to be doing right now? I'd like to have all of my girls here.

17. Do you have any regrets? Unfortunately, yes.

18. Sex or love? Love+Sex.

19. Favorite coffee: Mint Chocolate Chip.

20. Brand of cigarettes: Djarum Blacks.

21. Favorite scent: drakkar noir.

22. What REALLY makes you mad? indecision

23. Favorite way to waste time: smoke a bowl, chill with my girls, listen to music, relax in my bed, write in my journal

24. If you won $50,000,000 what would you do with it? I'd pay off my college debts, retire my parents comfortably, get my best friends together and travel the motherfucking world!

25. Are you a thinker or a feeler? Both. alot of both.

26. What is your best quality? I'm a great listener. I'm compassionate, and empathetic.

27. Are you currently in love/lust? Yes.

28. What's the craziest thing you have ever done? Hah!

29. What are your pet peeves? Hypocrites, game-players.

30. Any bad habits? Too many.

31. Do you find it hard to trust people? No, I used to, but I've grown out of that, I'm more intuitive now on who to trust.

32. Do you ever doubt yourself? Everyday.

33. Last book you read: I dont know.

34. Last thing you bought for yourself? Uhm... tank tops and shorts bkz it's f'n hot.

33. Bath or shower? baths.

34. Favorite season: autumn.

35. Porn or erotica? Porn!

36. What is your favorite flavor? orange

37. What is your favorite time of day? this time of night.

38. Gold or silver? silver

39. What is the lamest pickup line someone has used on you? no one's ever used one on me before

40. Silk sheets or cotton? cotton.

41. Any secret crushes? No.

42. Do you ever feel you are insane? We're all a little insane.

43. Favorite style of music: lately, emo/screamo. haha.

44. Favorite film genere: Drama

45. If you could be the opposite sex for one day,would you do it? Sure.

46. What do you desire most in life? Closure.

47. Do you believe in destiny? Absolutely.

48. Is world peace attainable? We could always hope?

49. City or country? city.





sweet dreams. kiss
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tadzi:
[ 7 things you are afraid of: ]

1. tornadoes
2. drowning
3. praying manti
4. some spiders
5. my willpower breaking down and i end up letting myself care for someone
6. never breaking out of this endless cycle
7. i dunno. im really reaching here for stuff

[ 7 things that make you laugh: ]

1. most stuff, when im stoned
2. dave chappelle
3. chris rock
4. stupid people
5. W.
6. myself
7. burping

[ 7 things that make you cry: ]

1-7. i havent cried in many many years. even when ive wanted to. theres somethihng wrong with me. frown

[ 7 things I love: ]

1. my friends
2. my family
3. the twins
4. music
5. the beach
6. the mountains
7. getting stoned

[ 7 things I don't understand: ]

1. hypocrisy
2. other people
3. the current political atmosphere and peoples willingness to accept it
4. apathy
5. nirvana
6. love
7. hate

[ 7 things on my desk: ]

1. several blank CDs
2. several blank DVDs
3. a candle
4. empty can of slim jims
5. random trash that will eventually get thrown out
6. random paper with shit scribbled on it
7. a few guides for games


[ 7 facts about me: ]

1. i dont wear underwear
2. i smoke too many cigarettes
3. i dont smoke enough pot
4. i want children but i dont want to get married
5. i am a history buff
6. i dont want people to know me
7. it took me 15 minutes to think of the previos 6 things to say about myself

[ 7 things to do before I die: ]

1. see a solar eclipse
2. see the northern lights
3. drive up the pacific coast highway
4. be published
5. finish my goddamn screenplay
6. get my dreamhouse in the mountains in colorado
7. become one of those famous reclusive writers


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1. I am happiest when: A. im with the twins B. im at a show, stoned out of my gourd, dancing my ass off

2. I feel lonely when: im awake

3. The ideal relationship would be: unattainable

4. Favorite movie: the shawshank redemption

5. Favorite author: vonnegut

6. What makes you cry?: didnt we already go over this?

7. Introvert or extrovert?: normally introvert. unless im intoxicated

8. Do you think too much?: thats for goddamn sure

9. If you could live anywhere in the world,where would it be?: colorado

10. A famous person you would like to meet: once upon a time i would have said hunter thompson. but hes dead. so....brian wilson

11. Do you believe in organized religion?: no, but im not an atheist

12. Pro-life or pro-choice?: pro-choice

13. Are you a vegetarian?: hell no

14. Do you support the death penalty?: i used to, but not anymore

15. Do angels or demons exist?: yeah i dated a couple demons

16. What would you most like to be doing right now?: smoking a spliff at a show

17. Do you have any regrets?: i try not to regret things ive done, only things ive never done

18. Sex or love?: love

19. Favorite coffee: Mint Chocolate Chip. (word)

20. Brand of cigarettes: marlboro milds

21. Favorite scent: vanilla

22. What REALLY makes you mad?: back-stabbers

23. Favorite way to waste time: this, sitting in front of the computer

24. If you won $50,000,000 what would you do with it?: set up a few friends, move to colorado and live alone in the mountains

25. Are you a thinker or a feeler?: Both. alot of both. (me too)

26. What is your best quality?: my ability to listen, read people, and help them in any way possible (im an empath too)

27. Are you currently in love/lust?: im trying not too

28. What's the craziest thing you have ever done?: umm, no comment

29. What are your pet peeves?: in decisiveness...people who wont communicate

30. Any bad habits?: plenty

31. Do you find it hard to trust people?: i like your answer. it made me think. i am like that too. i always said its hard for me to trust people, but i think that there really just arent many people you can trust and i realize that more than most people.

32. Do you ever doubt yourself?: most of the time

33. Last book you read: likely some historical thing

34. Last thing you bought for yourself?: fuck i dont know, i never spend money

33. Bath or shower? baths, if possible

34. Favorite season: autumn.

35. Porn or erotica?: whats the difference? same shit, different wrapper

36. What is your favorite flavor?: watermellon

37. What is your favorite time of day?: about 2 AM

38. Gold or silver?: silver

39. What is the lamest pickup line someone has used on you?: what?

40. Silk sheets or cotton?: silk. i wish i had some of those

41. Any secret crushes?: god, no

42. Do you ever feel you are insane?: everyone is crazy. sanity is admitting youre crazy

43. Favorite style of music: classic rock

44. Favorite film genere: suspense

45. If you could be the opposite sex for one day,would you do it?: sure why not. id probably just masturbate the whole time. if i was hot, id go have some lesbian sex

46. What do you desire most in life?: escape

47. Do you believe in destiny?: i hope not

48. Is world peace attainable?: not unless things change. but i hope so

49. City or country?: country
Jun 9, 2005
justsayfaux:
awww... your hair is cute.
Jun 9, 2005

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