so the blood-letting this afternoon wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be. they took about 7 vials. my arm hurts like whoa but I'll live. I should have the results back by Friday. I'm nervous. These results could force me to have to make HUGE changes in my life. I don't know if I'm ready for that...
I called out of work tonite because I was pretty sure I'd feel pretty shitty after getting all of that blood taken from me, plus I had to fast for like 8 hours... My manager Dawn is so fucking good to me. She got my shift covered and was concerned about me, and was saying that she hoped everything worked out okay, and if I needed her for anything, since we lived so close now, just let her know. I thought that was really fucking sweet. She's awesome.
Kerry moved into her new apartment yesterday, so Ash and I are going down tonite bkz she's having a huge party. yay
I miss kerry. I havent seen her in awhile.
...And I told you once I'd never leave...
Today was a pretty chill day. Ash came with me to the doctor's and then we went out to eat at our diner. and then we smoked and I passed out. it was nice.
So my mother called me yesterday and was in the WORST mood. I haven't really talked to her in about 2 weeks, and she was bitching @ me about the incomplete grade that I had (meanwhile, everyone in the class got an I because our teacher was sick and couldn't get our grades in on time. I told my mother this -- but she didnt' seem to believe me.) I told her that I guess the grade still wasn't in, and she was like okay, whatever. And let me add, that I had just told all of this shit to my father the day before, and he forgot, and didn't even tell my mom that we had talked. Jesus Christ. Love the communication in my family. So I asked her why she called me when she was having a bad day, to bitch at me, when I haven't talked to her in 2 weeks? She said "I'm sorry, you're right, I'll try to call you sometime when I'm not having a bad day... Bye."
uhhh.
Fucking A, Mom! I don't really know what that was all about, but I figure I'll call her when I get my test results back.
I'm tired. Tomorrow I have to work a double, and that drive back from Philly is going to be the WORST. xtra large coffee xtra cream xtra sugar from DD, PLEASE?! definitely.
okay, bye. xox.
I called out of work tonite because I was pretty sure I'd feel pretty shitty after getting all of that blood taken from me, plus I had to fast for like 8 hours... My manager Dawn is so fucking good to me. She got my shift covered and was concerned about me, and was saying that she hoped everything worked out okay, and if I needed her for anything, since we lived so close now, just let her know. I thought that was really fucking sweet. She's awesome.
Kerry moved into her new apartment yesterday, so Ash and I are going down tonite bkz she's having a huge party. yay
I miss kerry. I havent seen her in awhile.
...And I told you once I'd never leave...
Today was a pretty chill day. Ash came with me to the doctor's and then we went out to eat at our diner. and then we smoked and I passed out. it was nice.
So my mother called me yesterday and was in the WORST mood. I haven't really talked to her in about 2 weeks, and she was bitching @ me about the incomplete grade that I had (meanwhile, everyone in the class got an I because our teacher was sick and couldn't get our grades in on time. I told my mother this -- but she didnt' seem to believe me.) I told her that I guess the grade still wasn't in, and she was like okay, whatever. And let me add, that I had just told all of this shit to my father the day before, and he forgot, and didn't even tell my mom that we had talked. Jesus Christ. Love the communication in my family. So I asked her why she called me when she was having a bad day, to bitch at me, when I haven't talked to her in 2 weeks? She said "I'm sorry, you're right, I'll try to call you sometime when I'm not having a bad day... Bye."
uhhh.
Fucking A, Mom! I don't really know what that was all about, but I figure I'll call her when I get my test results back.
I'm tired. Tomorrow I have to work a double, and that drive back from Philly is going to be the WORST. xtra large coffee xtra cream xtra sugar from DD, PLEASE?! definitely.
okay, bye. xox.
tadzi:
smoking after having blood drawn...THAT is hardcore