i feel myself totally losing grip of everything.
it's very unsettling.
i haven't felt this shitty in YEARS.
i feel trapped. like i have no where else to go. no one to turn to. the only people i really want to be with are so far away.
i've made so many mistakes, and i cant seem to fix them.
i used to be confident in myself and now i dont even recognize the person staring back at me in the mirror.
this will get easier someday right?
it's very unsettling.
i haven't felt this shitty in YEARS.
i feel trapped. like i have no where else to go. no one to turn to. the only people i really want to be with are so far away.
i've made so many mistakes, and i cant seem to fix them.
i used to be confident in myself and now i dont even recognize the person staring back at me in the mirror.
this will get easier someday right?
Just take care of yourself and try to make it through the hard times.
I'm off to London, then Germany via either Paris or Brussels. Haven't quite decided yet.
Hey, like I said before, if you need a shoulder to lean on, I'm here. Don't make me come in for pizza!