And I love the way you roll
excuses off the tip of your tongue
as I slowly fall apart . . .
(it's falling apart.)
I love Erin's new set. She looks gorgeous.
If it's not keeping you up nights -- then what's the point?
I'm on a taking back sunday kick today.
don't ask me why.
It's grey & miserable out today. perfect.
One test down, one to go. 38349734 papers still left to write.
but 5 classes and 3 finals, and then I'm a senior. I have senioritis already. 
Things that I want but have no money to obtain right now:
+ new cell phone
+ new computer speakers
+ new car head unit (mine eats CD's
)
+ memory card and rechargable batteries for my digi cam, so I can stop posting ridiculously poor quality pix of me from my phone-cam. haha.
+ new bed sheets
+ a new car!!! (yeah this will never happen)
+ boooks. I have a whole list of books that I've wanted to buy/read for 2+ years.
blah blah blah. materialistic shit anyway.
Kerry turns 21 next Tuesday. woot! And she said she was going to make me a turkey pot pie. Fuck yeah, they're the best.
I've grown accustomed to crying myself to sleep lately. I'm very worn out from life right now. Just so much going on. My poor heart aches. </3
But at least I get all of the "demons" out of my system, so my dreams are somewhat peaceful. Ashley woke me up yesterday morning and I was for once, very grateful of it, because she interrupted a dream in which I felt very very angry, and I woke up angry. bad.
Work tonight. And tomorrow. I'm financially okay right now. God bless my mother for that. It was so good to see her last week, I don't think I ever said that.. but it really was. I miss her. I think she's kind of hoping that I'll have to move back home after school is over, even tho I'm going to do everything in my power to prevent that from happening. Florida is still an option.....
okay, stop babbling. happy hump day.
excuses off the tip of your tongue
as I slowly fall apart . . .
(it's falling apart.)
I love Erin's new set. She looks gorgeous.
If it's not keeping you up nights -- then what's the point?
I'm on a taking back sunday kick today.
don't ask me why.
It's grey & miserable out today. perfect.
One test down, one to go. 38349734 papers still left to write.
but 5 classes and 3 finals, and then I'm a senior. I have senioritis already.
Things that I want but have no money to obtain right now:
+ new cell phone
+ new computer speakers
+ new car head unit (mine eats CD's
)
+ memory card and rechargable batteries for my digi cam, so I can stop posting ridiculously poor quality pix of me from my phone-cam. haha.
+ new bed sheets
+ a new car!!! (yeah this will never happen)
+ boooks. I have a whole list of books that I've wanted to buy/read for 2+ years.
blah blah blah. materialistic shit anyway.
Kerry turns 21 next Tuesday. woot! And she said she was going to make me a turkey pot pie. Fuck yeah, they're the best.
I've grown accustomed to crying myself to sleep lately. I'm very worn out from life right now. Just so much going on. My poor heart aches. </3
But at least I get all of the "demons" out of my system, so my dreams are somewhat peaceful. Ashley woke me up yesterday morning and I was for once, very grateful of it, because she interrupted a dream in which I felt very very angry, and I woke up angry. bad.
Work tonight. And tomorrow. I'm financially okay right now. God bless my mother for that. It was so good to see her last week, I don't think I ever said that.. but it really was. I miss her. I think she's kind of hoping that I'll have to move back home after school is over, even tho I'm going to do everything in my power to prevent that from happening. Florida is still an option.....
okay, stop babbling. happy hump day.
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aponia:
If I knew I'd be sitting there right next to you!
tarzan:
I was gona say the same thing about this 