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beautifulxalone

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Friday Jul 30, 2004

Jul 30, 2004
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i'm in a bad.mood

work was slow and shitty tonite, even tho the girls and i had fun goofing off, and joking with the boss, and running next door to the dollar store every five minutes for candy, and matching animal pens. i got a tigger one. smile

but i left with 56$, which sucks. and i had to stay til 10, and hadn't had a table since 8:30. i'm also out of cloves, which is a big booo.

it's one of those nites where i dont want to be alone in this house. i wish i had someone to come home to, or just sit with in the living room and talk and giggle. it's hot but i dont want to turn on the air. and i'm already stressing about whether or not i'll have enough money to pay the rent this year while only working 3 days a week. since Rider gave me more money this year, we might not need my citibank loan, which is good. but i'm thinking that i might take that loan and put it towards rent. i dont want to have to be such a tightwad that i cant enjoy myself. i've been doing really good with saving money, and if i convince my parents that i'll continue to save just as well, maybe they'll let me keep that loan to pay for rent. i really dont think i'll be making enough money to afford 500$+ a month. gah i hate worrying about this shit. i'm only 20 years old. frown

good news is i'm only 20,000$ in debt. that's not bad for 2 years of school ... right? whatever

i get to see justin on sunday, which i'm really happy about. i have to take my car to get fixed and i'm praying that it's not going to cost huge huge huge amounts of money. that's another thing that pisses me off. i'd rather save money this year to be able to buy a car next summer that runs well and isnt over 10 years old. this altima is going to kick the bucket soon. only two more weeks of summer school, but it's not really a big deal since my teacher lets us out 2 hours early pretty much everytime, which is nice.

last nite, ker and i went out to dinner. i had a yummy salmon with french onion soup and chicken nachos. it was sooo good. we had to take most of our food home, and i left it in ker's fridge, which sucks bkz it'll probably be gone by tomorrow when i go down there again. good news is, she got this awesomely comfortable futon that i will be sleeping on from now on. no more sleeping on the floor for me. love

i think i'm going to sit here and research online for justin's and my anniversary vacation. anyone know of some good travel sites for carribean cruises/vacations? we want an all-inclusive type deal.


and that's all she wrote.

VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
crazy88:
the cure played a good set. it was fun
Aug 2, 2004
twotoner:
Awww...thanks dear! I've already downed one strawberry Fribble! Doesn't hurt too much actually. It's the novicane that's messing me up. My lips look like Jimmy Walker's lips.
You guys sell ice cream?

Hey, you forgot a song too!
wink
Aug 2, 2004

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