i'm very antsy and emotional right now.
i hate getting up and going to work everyday. being on my feet for 12 hours and getting screamed at by stupid boys for just doing my job -- bkz they're too lazy to do theirs. i made alot of money today which is good, but money doesnt really mean anything to me, it just pays the bills right?
i'm nervous/excited about shooting my set. nervous bkz i've never done anything like this before. and excited that i was picked out of a million beautiful ladies by an awesome photographer. it'll all seem a little more real when i'm doing it i guess.
i feel like i've wasted my summer away.
but i've gotten to spend time with the people that matter, so that's good.
and i've learned alot too, which is also good.
i need to start exercising again.
as soon as this yucky rain goes away, i'm going to start walking everyday. i need something. i miss dance. i miss the rush i felt from performing. i need to fill that void.
i'm going to pass out now. later. xox.
i hate getting up and going to work everyday. being on my feet for 12 hours and getting screamed at by stupid boys for just doing my job -- bkz they're too lazy to do theirs. i made alot of money today which is good, but money doesnt really mean anything to me, it just pays the bills right?
i'm nervous/excited about shooting my set. nervous bkz i've never done anything like this before. and excited that i was picked out of a million beautiful ladies by an awesome photographer. it'll all seem a little more real when i'm doing it i guess.
i feel like i've wasted my summer away.
but i've gotten to spend time with the people that matter, so that's good.
and i've learned alot too, which is also good.
i need to start exercising again.
as soon as this yucky rain goes away, i'm going to start walking everyday. i need something. i miss dance. i miss the rush i felt from performing. i need to fill that void.
i'm going to pass out now. later. xox.
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311 puts on a damn good show. Hell, they were the soundtrack to most of my illegal drug use in high school!
Like I said in the first message I sent you, you don't give yourself enough credit! I'm sure your pics will come out just wonderful. Gadget seemed to have a good experience with MP.
Definately feel ya on the exercise thing. My cholesterol is up. My gut is out. Tipped the scales at 200 today. Unlike Homer Simpson, I am not a big fat dynamo. More like a Peter Griffin.
I'd like to start running and skating again, but it's likely my heart will stop!
[Edited on Jul 15, 2004 12:40AM]