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Sunday May 30, 2004

May 30, 2004
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.just light the match and run.
.run from all those times.
.she poured gasoline and.
.by fires light she cried.


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sooo blah blah blah. this weekend was kind of a bust, i spent most of it in the car. sat in craaaaazy traffic friday nite. why does everyone else have the same ideas as me, to drive down the shore at midnite? i made some money at work, trained this nice chick, and sat in bumper to bumper traffic for an hour and a half. rrrr.

the beach was like a sandstorm on saturday -- but i got an uber cheap new jean jacket on sat on the boardwalk, and justin and i sat and watched this huge group of ghetto kids freestyle, and watched the rookie cops suspiciously eye them up. hehe. we also watched all the prostitots in their flirty flared out skirts freeze their asses off bkz it was like 40 degrees out. stupid girls. confused

i would've liked to spend more time with him, but anytime is good for me. i miss him more than i ever have in my life. i thought taking time apart was going to be good. rrrrr. if i only had other people to occupy my time up here.

i've got no one.

made some money at work tonite too, so this weekend wasn't a total waste. i'm going to lay out tomorrow and catch up on all of the reading that i havent been doing.

thursday nite was really fun biggrin as soon as kerry sends me the pictures, i'll post them. i was re-tar-ded. it was fun.

mint ice cream + m&m's = yum yum. love

i'm determined to start working out 3x a week because my body has turned to shit. i miss when i was toned and happy from just effortlessly taking dance classes. well not exactly effortlessly. i would give anything to be dancing every day of the week again.

i miss my family.

my gay friend steve at work told me about this great morroccan (sp?) restaurant in the city called Fez, where you sit on pillows, and eat with your hands, and it has candles and romantic lighting... and and and. i wish justin liked foods other than pizza and hamburgers so i could go with him. tongue maybe with some enticing, and promises of a piiiizza afterwards, he'll take me. wink


anyways. that's it over here.


give me your favorite line from a song. and tell me the song/artist.


xox. later lovelies.
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kickboxer:
Creatine? Boo! wink Great for lifting weights - horrible for cardio endurance. When I started kickboxing I was on it, and I couldn't keep up any long term running. I'm happy i'm off it now, although my ability to do heavy lifts has decreased.

Exercise is fun.

Get more pictures wink love
May 31, 2004
kickboxer:
Professional pictures? I hope you don't have to pay for'em! Mind you, I bet you could sell the photos online for a pretty penny. biggrin
May 31, 2004

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