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Monday Apr 26, 2004

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the best thing about being at home was the drive back to school. i had french vanilla cappucino, cloves, loud music, and warm air. just as i got back to school it started to rain - - but i dont really mind it today. i'm in that kind of mood.

being at home wasnt all it was cracked up to be, since my sister and i got in a screaming match, and i spent about 45 minutes on the floor of the bathroom sobbing.

everyone needs to stop treating me like i'm a little fucking kid. i'm 20 for christ's sake. i may not know everything, but i'm not an idiot either.

i told my mom that i didnt want to be home, and i didnt want to be at school, i just wanted to be somewhere where i could get some p e a c e.

i felt peaceful in the car today.


my mom was really sweet to me last nite. reminding me of a time when i was younger, and i had a part in a dance production which required me to dance on a 3 foot high rickety drum .. on pointe shoes. i was scared shitless...and my dance teacher told me that it wasnt like i was dancing ontop of the empire state building. my mom said that i got thru that.... and that i would get thru this too. sometimes moms are so good.


long week ahead of me. lots to look forward to tho. APC tomorrow, with my best friend. smile cant get better than that.




where are all of my lovies? leave me some comments. kiss

xox.



oh PS. i added some random pix to my candids. - the ones with the pink danna are from today. confused
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fragile21:
the car is my place for peace. I just drive and listen to music until I'm ready to go wherever.

I like the new pics! biggrin

Have fun at APC! I'll be seeing them in about 3 weeks. yay!
Apr 26, 2004
rickroyal:
Quite nice pics.

I remember one of the nicest things about my undergraduate college was the drive there. Extremely peaceful, especially at 2am when I usually made the drive. I always loved it when it rained.
Apr 28, 2004

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