beautifulxalone

Good things...start the new job on the 1st. I can't wait. I got a very nice e-mail from my new supervisor, so I'm feeling good about it already, and think that this is a sign that very good things are to come. Keep fingers and toes crossed for me. Unfortunately I still have 2 weeks to suffer thru unbearable shifts @ my current job...but it's money and this bitch needs to get paid.

My mother and I are not speaking.
Stupid shit happened on Sunday that was followed by an awesome day/night on Monday with lots of laughstalkingkissingsexing, and now I feel like I'm on a never-ending roller coaster rides. And rollercoasters fucking scare me.

Anyway, the rest of the week there will be beautiful weather, and I just want to soak up the sunshine, and will probably end up going back to the beach by myself...it's kind of the only place that really brings me peace lately.


Today is this song. On repeat.

One night to be confused
One night to speed up truth
We had a promise made
Four hands and then away

Both under influence
We had divine scent
To know what to say
Mind is a razor blade

To call for hands of above
To lean on
Wouldn't be good enough
For me, no

One night of magic rush
The start a simple touch
One night to push and scream
And then relief

Ten days of perfect tunes
The colors red and blue
We had a promise made
We were in love

To call for hands of above
To lean on
Wouldn't be good enough
For me, no

To call for hands of above
To lean on
Wouldn't be good enough

And you, you knew the hands of the devil
And you, kept us awake with wolf teeth
Sharing different heartbeats
In one night

To call for hands of above
To lean on
Wouldn't be good enough
For me, no

To call for hands of above
To lean on
Wouldn't be good enough
For me, no ...



xox