Yeah,
I didn't study last night.
Went to the pub instead. Bad idea. Bad time.
I hate that look that you have on your face when you're drunk.
I see right through you.
Didn't do much of anything today.
Should've taken the test, but we're allowed to skip one. Handed in my paper, but didn't do the spanish composition.
I really wish that I cared too.
I care for like a minute, but then it leaves.
I really wish I had the motivation to pull my shit together.
I think I'm just so focused on working and making money bkz I'm BROKE, and that makes me too tired to care about doing anything else.
Except going out to forget about my miserable life.
I'm excited to go home for Thanksgiving though. It's going to be a mini-reunion of all of my fun friends from high school. My bests.
I just want this semester to be over, and I know I'm going to barely squeak by. Man, if this semester was hard, next semester is going to be the DEATH of me. Whoever said college was easy, was lying. It's horrible.
Breathe.
I didn't study last night.
Went to the pub instead. Bad idea. Bad time.
I hate that look that you have on your face when you're drunk.
I see right through you.
Didn't do much of anything today.
Should've taken the test, but we're allowed to skip one. Handed in my paper, but didn't do the spanish composition.
I really wish that I cared too.
I care for like a minute, but then it leaves.
I really wish I had the motivation to pull my shit together.
I think I'm just so focused on working and making money bkz I'm BROKE, and that makes me too tired to care about doing anything else.
Except going out to forget about my miserable life.
I'm excited to go home for Thanksgiving though. It's going to be a mini-reunion of all of my fun friends from high school. My bests.
I just want this semester to be over, and I know I'm going to barely squeak by. Man, if this semester was hard, next semester is going to be the DEATH of me. Whoever said college was easy, was lying. It's horrible.
Breathe.
Alfred Adler
Stop moving.
Stop thinking.
Stop everything but breathing and being.
Find your center.
Sink into it.
Feel it.
Start moving again.
With renewed purpose and energy.
Focus.
And, yeah... breathe.
College, like life, is a test.
What you learn there is not necessarily what they teach in class.
Find your center and you can never be knocked over or knocked down.
Breathe.
[Edited on Nov 27, 2005 12:40AM]