beautifulxalone

Insomnia's such a fucking bitch.

Good news is, that I think I'm going to the beach today. How was everyone's weekend? Mine was okay. Ate ALOT.

Ashley and her boyfriend were up for the past few days, so I hung out with them, and Justin came up yesterday. We went out last nite with his Dad to Triumph Brewery in Princeton for dinner. Not a...
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So I had all these visions at work of me coming home and cleaning the bathroom and the kitchen and shit...like scrubbing the floors. but then I found some greenery downstairs, smoked, and well..here I am!

Why am I such a txt messaging addict? haha.

Talking to someone with a very positive outlook on life has made me get my head/heart out of this funk...
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After staying up all night and talking to a good friend, I had somewhat of an epiphany. I guess it probably doesn't seem like an epiphany to other people, but to me, it is.

But it's MY epiphany, so I don't care what you think.

Life is too short.
The things that seem world-ending are really not such. I'm healthy. I have money in my...
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"...This is the last nite in my body..."


So, hi.

How's everyone doing? I'm sure better than me.

So my CD's from B&N came yesterday finally. I got The Receiving End of Sirens' CD. I <3 it. The vocals are great. I love buying CD's that were recommended to me by friends bkz then the music automatically makes me think of that person. it's like...
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I was little miss productivity yesterday. Cleaned the bathroom, my room, the living room, vacuumed the hallway, my room and the living room, did the dishes. whoot. work was the slowest of the slow last nite, and I left @ 8 with 42$. SUMMER IS THE WORST.

Last nite was fun, but v. crowded and v. hot. I love Thursdays though, because I love getting...
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So I got woken up out of a SOUND sleep this morning to be asked if I could possibly go into work because Kelly had to go home bkz she has pink eye. Suuuure, love to.

Eh, whatever. I need the money. Even tho I made $62 total today. whoop!

I'll try not to spend it all in one place.

I was talking to my...
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i had to spend $230 on new tires today.

i broke my desk last nite, and have a huge disgusting gash on my shin. it took off all the skin and bled like w h o a...

i moved shit around in my room, and i'm going to buy a new desk. .that's how i broke the old one - trying to move it...and it...
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i am a very not happy girl right now.

got a flat tire on the way home.
had to wait over an hour for AAA to come up. my father insisted on driving up here...when i told him the AAA people would be there @ 10:40, and i didnt call, he left to come up here. ugh.

i'm a fucking adult. i can handle things...
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last nite was fun.
but my dumb slut (ex)roommate came with us..
we only used her for a ride tho.

at one point in the night, i really was going to hit her. my other roommate had to make me walk away. i'm really just that angry.

but in other, good news, we're staying @ A6!!! YAY!

i told my roommate that there was no...
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SO FUCKING LONELY.


( and drunk.)



i wish you were here.
and i wish i hadnt just grabbed the hot outside of the light.
damnit.




at least we get to stay here.
we're not moving. we're just going to pay the extra. werd.




nite.

last nite was a willlddd nite.
always a fun time.
i'm sitting in philly trying to finish my water and gain some motivation to drive home...i wish i was still sleeping. but after i get some ciggies and some food, i'll be snoozing.

in other news, nothing else is new.
work tonite.
bar after.
thirsty thursdays bitches!










let's just say i always get what i...
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blahhhhh....

what a crazy, lazy day. i feel like this day has lasted 48 hours. i had to wake justin up @ 7:30 this morning to go to work, and after he left, i couldn't fall back asleep... so i laid in bed reading old journals from years ago until ashley came home. then we were beach bound. it was a lovely day, and the...
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