well i just got the "i'm sorry we cant use your set for the site right now" email. 
boooo. this makes me sad. but i kind of expected it. i told justin that i dont look like the other girls on this site, but maybe that's why they would want me? i thought some of my pix were pretty good, but i guess not all....
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boooo. this makes me sad. but i kind of expected it. i told justin that i dont look like the other girls on this site, but maybe that's why they would want me? i thought some of my pix were pretty good, but i guess not all....
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it's amazing how a little making out can make everything all better. 
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crazy88:
did you pick up tickets for warped tour? they just went on sale last friday?
beautifulxalone:
no i'm not sure if i want to go yet, i havent been to a warped tour in years.
why was it snowing this morning?
brrrrr.
five, and then i'm out for a few days. boo-yah.
brrrrr.
five, and then i'm out for a few days. boo-yah.
crazy88:
PUGS ROCK! His name is"tubbs" as in rico tubbs from miami vice. i am gonna post a pic of him soon. all i got was a nasty rainstorm around 2 pm today.
beautifulxalone:
haha... i did not notice that...but now that you mention it.... 
hehehe. the snow dried up pretty quickly thank god. but it was still disgusting.
and to crazy88: pugs are SOOOOOOOO CUTE. my friends make fun of me for liking them. hehe.
hehehe. the snow dried up pretty quickly thank god. but it was still disgusting.
and to crazy88: pugs are SOOOOOOOO CUTE. my friends make fun of me for liking them. hehe.
last nite was what i needed. the drive home from philly consisted of slurpies, clove cigarettes, and really loud 311. there's just something about 311 that makes me smile.
i love when my best friend comes to visit me. that makes me smile too. we had a great time dancing on friday. getting up at 8 AM was a little ridiculous and impossible on saturday....
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i love when my best friend comes to visit me. that makes me smile too. we had a great time dancing on friday. getting up at 8 AM was a little ridiculous and impossible on saturday....
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desmobile:
311 is the shit !!! I love them... anyway nothing in the world can top "DOWN". I was disappointed by their latest, though.
beautifulxalone:
i actually really like their newest CD...that's what i was listening to. i think they've really matured. but down is a great song, and that CD is good as well.
the captain definitely makes it happen. 
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beautifulxalone:
Gaambit said on March 06, 2004 10:03 PM Cloves. I will smoke nothing the rest of my life except them. Djarum Specials.... 
oh yes...i prefer Djarum Blacks myself.. i cant smoke regular cigarettes. they make me sick. i just bought a carton last nite on south street. best investment ever. 
beautifulxalone:
my username comes from the lyrics of an orgy song [can't remember which one at the moment] that goes "Look away for now, beautiful alone..." and i liked it. so there you go.
it's been so beautiful out the past few days, but i think it's going to rain tomorrow. i only like rain if it's kind of warm out, and i can snuggle in bed allllllllll day and just listen to it fall outside. rain is uber soothing.
the weeks are going by so fast, it's amazing. pretty soon it will be summer. i can't even believe...
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beautifulxalone:
i just like snuggling in bed in general. and thanks for the nice words...i'm not too fond of my skin, it seems to have too many impurities on it for my taste, but i'm always my worst critic
how are you spending your birthday this year?
how are you spending your birthday this year?
luis:
Good question! I haven't thought about that yet. Maybe I'll go sky diving or a movie. Or both at the same time. Maybe I should sky dive into a drive-in, haha.
wow i have a shopping problem. it was SOOOOOOOOOO beautiful out today. i love that weather. but the roomie informed me that it'll be nice and rainy tomorrow. 11 days until spring break. that'll be fun. dying my hair right now....new color - well not new, but different from the last few. maybe will post some pix later. going to have to stay up late...
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it was SOOOOOOOOOO beautiful out today. i love that weather. but the roomie informed me that it'll be nice and rainy tomorrow. 11 days until spring break. that'll be fun. dying my hair right now....new color - well not new, but different from the last few. maybe will post some pix later. going to have to stay up late... Read More
actuallynotyou:
I was about to edit my other post when you added this.. I forgot to metion about your dad. The reason I left MA a few months ago, where I lived for 7 years was my dad had stroke and I moved home to be near him.
good luck with everything, I know what its like.
good luck with everything, I know what its like.
beautifulxalone:
thanks...yeah it was a huge shock, but he's actually doing very well for someone who just had a stroke. he's home, and recovering. and it wasn't as bad as it could've been, but he's still going to have to make a huge lifestyle change. thanks for the comments tho
and today is a new day. and everything will be okay.
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holymackerel:
wow you are very cute
good luck with the sg stuff
hopeyour dad does ok as well
take care
holy
good luck with the sg stuff
hopeyour dad does ok as well
take care
holy
beautifulxalone:
thanks alot. i appreciate it
soooo stressed out!!!
things are looking up i guess. my daddy will be home tomorrow. i talked to him today...he sounds okay. still having trouble getting some words out, and he repeated himself a few times, but it could've been alot worse. so i'm homeward bound until saturday. i feel worn out, but that's to be expected. i turn 20 in less than a month. that's kind of...
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memmnochthedevil:
Yes I loved your set three!
Rock on!!!
Rock on!!!
beautifulxalone:
thanks alot guys!
tadzi: where in jersey are you from?
tadzi: where in jersey are you from?
my daddy had a stroke the other day. has been in the hospital since monday this has been an extremely emotionally draining week. cant wait til it's over. and i cant wait til i can see him on friday, so i can know he really will be okay. i'm scared.
this has been an extremely emotionally draining week. cant wait til it's over. and i cant wait til i can see him on friday, so i can know he really will be okay. i'm scared. 
rickroyal:
Sorry to hear that. I can't even imagine what you must be going through. Hope all turns out well.
beautifulxalone:
thank you. i think he will be okay. he comes home from the hospital tomorrow. it definitely could have been ALOT worse than it was.
soooo i cant get my user pic to resize to under 100kb. i wish i still had photoshop on this computer, but i took it off bkz my poor little laptop cant function with all of this shit on it. rawwwrrr. so hopefully i'll figure out how to shrink it down?
but on the bright side, i uploaded some pix that we took 2 weeks...
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rawwwrrr. so hopefully i'll figure out how to shrink it down?
but on the bright side, i uploaded some pix that we took 2 weeks...
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and i HATEHATEHATEHATE modern philo.