beautifulxalone

man, i tell ya. as soon as one x-boyfriend contacts me, the rest of them starting coming out of the woodworks.

2 phone calls from 2 different x's in a week.
weiiiirrrdd. that should tell you a little bit about my past relationships.

let me just tell you that the village was the worst movie ever.
thoroughly disappointed.
i've also eaten enough in the past few days to feed a small village in a 3rd world country.
well not really, but close.

bought cute fucking underwear tonite. a girl can never have too much cute undies.

thought of an idea for my set, and think it'll be a...
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i'm in a bad.mood

work was slow and shitty tonite, even tho the girls and i had fun goofing off, and joking with the boss, and running next door to the dollar store every five minutes for candy, and matching animal pens. i got a tigger one.

but i left with 56$, which sucks. and i had to stay til 10, and hadn't had a...
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what a long day.
but i came home to find that mpphoto uploaded some of the pix that he took the other day to the hopefuls group! so you all have to check them out {click on photosets} and let me know what you think i'm really excited about how they turned out. and he picked out some very flattering ones of me.

i really...
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errrr..

4 hours of sleep + 12 hours of work =

... but it was great to see travis last nite.
the weather has been downright shitty lately but we've been getting some awesome thunderstorms, and it's cool and misty out. fits my mood. i'd rather have the weather be like this while i'm working than blazing hot and sunny out.


my internet is finally...
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today was fucking awesome. i did some practice shooting with mpphoto in his studio, and it was a great time. he got some great stuff from what i've seen so far, and he'll be posting some of it in the hopefuls group soon. i'm super super excited, and not nervous at all anymore about shooting my real set. he made me feel completely at ease,...
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okay i tried to post an entry earlier but the goddamn internet keeps working/not working. i called comcast AGAIN today and was on the phone with them for literally 45 minutes. i was ready to scream. i kept getting transferred here and transferred there, and i had to keep starting over. grrrr.

another guy is coming out tomorrow after 3. which sucks, bkz i really...
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the cable guy came and fixed my internet within 5 seconds. it was nice.
and then he left and proceeded to screech "MEOOOOOOOOOWWW" at the neighbor's cat a few times. i was frightened.

this weekend is going to be really long. i'm working all three days. boooo. i went to kerry's last nite and wednesday nite. and i'll be there saturday too. hehe. i spend...
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internet is broken again

hopefully it'll be back up by friday or the weekend.
dont miss me too much.

life is the same.
making money.
practice photoshoot on monday so excited.


weekend was fantabulous.


kisses.
xox.

i am so fucking happy right now.

justin is here, and i'm so glad.
i get to sleep next to him 3 nights in a row.



this is a wonderful thing.

also,
travis [my marine] just called me, and i havent spoken to him in over a month. he just called to say hi. and he'll be home from training on friday. so maybe i'll...
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well i was going to be productive today,
but i failed.

good news is that i made alot of money last nite.
and hopefully will tonite too.

more good news, is that justin is coming up tomorrow, and he's bringing me a present. i love presents

things to do today :

+ open checking account
+ deposit money
+ clean
+ buy new sneakers -- AND NOTHING ELSE -- so i can start walking/exercising again
+ take a walk.
+ go for a swim.
+ maybe food shopping if i have time?
+ go get car looked at
+ smile lots because it's beautiful out, and i think it'll be a...
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