Man, I am just giving the fuck up on tryin' to stay chipper n' happy and all like that. I've been wrestlin' with the blues ever since the accident last friday, and so far mainly comin' out on top of 'em. Y'know, in general.
But shit, my back's broken, my grandma's dead, I can't work anytime in the foreseeable future (and so am not bein' payed), I'm bein' banished to my mother-in-laws basement in Rockville and I just saw my best friend for probably the last time. He's moving. To Boston. And because of the aforementioned banishment, I won't get to see him again before he goes. So much for that, I guess.
Also, the ER didn't send my X-Rays or CT scan to my doc, so she wasn't able to tell me shit today except to make another appointment for next week and to "take it easy". Well shit, thanks for the advice Doc! I was gonna go bungee jumpin' this weekend but I guess I'll hold off.
I know, I know, bitch bitch whine moan. Poor fuckin' me, eh? I probably need to just shut my piehole and be thankful that everything is workin' out so well. I mean, shit, at least I've got a basement to be banished to, right? At least I got to see Jimbo today instead of not at all, right? At least I'm not more debilitated than I am, right? Hell, I could be paralyzed. Or worse!
But you know what? I'm still in a fuckin' rotten mood. And, man, I'm not gonna do anything about that until I'm good n' ready.
Fuckit!
But shit, my back's broken, my grandma's dead, I can't work anytime in the foreseeable future (and so am not bein' payed), I'm bein' banished to my mother-in-laws basement in Rockville and I just saw my best friend for probably the last time. He's moving. To Boston. And because of the aforementioned banishment, I won't get to see him again before he goes. So much for that, I guess.
Also, the ER didn't send my X-Rays or CT scan to my doc, so she wasn't able to tell me shit today except to make another appointment for next week and to "take it easy". Well shit, thanks for the advice Doc! I was gonna go bungee jumpin' this weekend but I guess I'll hold off.
I know, I know, bitch bitch whine moan. Poor fuckin' me, eh? I probably need to just shut my piehole and be thankful that everything is workin' out so well. I mean, shit, at least I've got a basement to be banished to, right? At least I got to see Jimbo today instead of not at all, right? At least I'm not more debilitated than I am, right? Hell, I could be paralyzed. Or worse!
But you know what? I'm still in a fuckin' rotten mood. And, man, I'm not gonna do anything about that until I'm good n' ready.
Fuckit!