I do not know why I always have to create pressure on myself when it comes to school. I always have all of this shit to do and I wait till right before it is due to start and somehow pull it off, so in my mind it is justified. I do not understand why I have to have the pressure to perform at my peak. It is like I only show up for the 4th quarter five seconds on the clock, down by two and I sink the three everytime. Meanwhile, as I get 4800 ulcers, I am sinking here with a marketing paper, business report, and business plan due in the next few days. So I sit here lip synching to Jacksonville City Nights on the ol'headphones and sometime around 5 in the morning I will start writing this marketing paper, and then figure out what my group has done with the other two and the day before they are due I will crap a golden egg out of my ass unto the paper and it will get done. This shit isnt for me anymore 