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Update for all of the people who read this blog which is no one. I got enrolled in school, turns out it isn't a bladder infection but something is wrong with my bowels, work still sucks and the the legislature has not decided if there will be a government shutdown yet. Awesome thank you dicks for dragging it out longer!
chazstrummer:
The government never works, but only shuts down when the money runs out. Why can't they agree on the mosst efficient way to waste the money?
bdiddy:
I really wish they would stop fucking with my life! This is my paycheck
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Well things are going really shitty. I might get furloughed at work, I pissed my girl off by extending my lease for three months, I am still not enrolled in school, bladder infection, and I am super tired. Ugh, I need some shit to go right for a few weeks.
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Well it has been a crazy year. I finally got off probation at work, but I am starting to want to leave haha. I am just getting so lazy and unmotivated. I need to step it up.
stinab:
Shhhh. It's anonyme! wink
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It has been a long time since I posted but I figured that since no one read it, it didnt really matter on the frequency of the posts. So much has happened lately. I got a new job and I am moving to a new town. It is crazy cool. I just hope shit works out. My last day at my old job is tomorrow...
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I don't know how to let her go. I know it is time but I don't know how.
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Geez it has been a crazy couple of weeks. After stressing myself out to near exhaustion about it, I finally bought a camera. It is a pretty bad ass sony something or another. I like it. I started thinking about things this weekend and decided I am not living my life the right way. I have to make some hard changes. I just dont know...
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_suicideblonde:
making changes is the hardest. i've been thinking about that a lot lately too when it comes to the big picture.
_suicideblonde:
RYC: that'd be kinda awkward on a talk show...besides, it's not my show - i'm just doing random writing stuff.
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I had a moment of clarity last night. After a had about a two hour maniac attack thinking I was going to fluke out. I figured that I could still do something about it and if I did fluke out what the fuck? ARRR!!!
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I tell her that I am following her lead from now on in our relationship. Do what you want to do is the response and I am shocked at how much it hurts and how much it cuts me. I don't know how much longer I can carry the load for both of us. It is hard enough to do what I think I...
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_suicideblonde:
definitely never a fun position to be in...
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Damn, I can't seem to do anything right lately. I can't sleep, can't get my homework done, can't leave the booze alone, can't get healthy, can't shake this weight, can't look myself in the face anymore. I really do not know how I got to this point.
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I came to a realization today that I have to just do this and get through it. Putting it off only stresses me out more and allows me to hear that ol bottle talking. I made a choice to make something of myself and now it is time to do it. I can't keep half ass doing things and expect them to work, track...
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Damn it how can I be fucking up this bad? I dont know what to do but I feel so trapped it is crazy. I just want to run away from everything and hide.
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Damn I have been putting things off for too long, too many excuses, too many outs. I have to start handling my fucking business.
doxie:
Thanks for your comment on me and Saint's rejected set smile I'm glad you enjoyed it.
If you want to go back and write more than "I loved it!" we'd appreciate it! We are always looking for more detailed feedback.

...And, good luck on ending the procrastinating