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I've been offered a new contract today for next school year. And... I'm completely divided on whether or not to take it. The pay is good, the situation is good, the commute manageable... what's stopping me?

Not more than a few weeks ago I made a personal decision to switch gears entirely. I made plans to go back to school and attend to my long-neglected masters... I had part-time work lined up that would begin in September... I felt good about where I was going and what I was doing.

Now, all of a sudden, I'm not so sure... Maybe it's because I feel wanted... or I'm just less eager than I thought I'd be at the prospect of not making as much money as I have in the past... Or maybe I'm really not brave enough to change too much in my life and I'm perfectly content doing what I've been doing. It's just one more year, right...?

Sigh. I'm supposed to have an answer by Monday.

In the meantime, well-rested, healthy, and restless... Thank god for Franz Fucking Ferdinand tomorrow night. That entire CD makes me want sex. Can't wait to see what the show's like.