bbellicose

Ever feel like your living on the Hellmouth?

What is it with all the grouchy humans today? Is it me or did everyone have a V-Hate?

hee hee. yum. more hot poetry...

may i feel said he

may i feel said he
(ill squeal said she
just once said he)
its fun said she

(may i touch said he
how much said she
a lot said he)
why not said she

(lets go said he
not too far said she
whats too far said he
where you are said she

may...
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My God. I forgot what it was like to have homework on top of running the paper. I keep forgetting to do the little things, like sleep or eat.
Bah.
Well, despite the mixed up soup that my brain has become, I am excited. I am taking a genetics course that excites me to no end. (I am actually serious. I am a total geek....
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So I have managed to survive one of 3 Chrismases so far. My sister's family is going to Hawaii for Christmas so we had to celebrate Christmas early on my birthday.

Here's my holiday-to-date by the numbers...
Number of birthday presents received= 3
(one digital voice recorder, 1 set of Narnia books, and 1 James Taylor CD)
Number of times I was told happy birthday...
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MIA= babybellicose
Suspected Reason= Holiday hell

Suicide Girls member babybellicose has gone MIA recently due to suspected links to holiday hell. Witnesses have claimed to see her wandering glassy-eyed through the local mall, dodging the tweens who loiter around Forever 21 and bumping into soccer moms loaded with Disney Store bags.
One woman claims to have heard bellicose muttering "holly fucking jolly" as she pulled...
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Have you ever blogged twice in one night? Not everyone can do it. Its hard to recover quickly enough after youve blogged once to do it again right away, as you may feel tired or uninspired. But I am not afraid to try. I like a good challenge. And who knows, the second blog might even be better than the first blog.
Sometimes, the anticipation...
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God, I love this poem. It is so hot.

Come, Drink Here
By Pattiann Rogers

Drink from this circle of night right here
blind and sudden with currents and waves
like the wellside of the moon.

Put your mouth here where Im showing you,
against this darkness as full of the taste
of sky as snow water caught early
in clean cave rock.

Easy between...
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Last night, I was talking to a friend about how we have all changed since high school. Then I found this tag posted on my MySpace page today. It seemed like kismet. So here's to a little nostalgia

1) Where did you graduate from and what year?
Sprague High School, 1993

2)Did you have school pride?
Yeah, I was on the dance team and I...
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Dammit. I think I fell into a black hole. Everything I have done in the last 24 hours has been either a) misinterrpreted b) blown out of proportion or c) missed altogether.
I can't seem to get a hold of my friend that I have been so worried about because she is getting out of a horrible marriage and I am worried about her on...
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Ok. Sorry for the "poor me" post yesterday. Sometimes, days just suck and there ain't nothing you can do about it! (ha ha yes, double negative, just to drive the English majors crazy)
In fact, I am quite in the mood to drive people crazy today. I feel a bit evil. A bit devilish. It is a good night to go out; so I think...
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Blah.

Just one of those days that had that special combination of anxiety, depression and restlessness.

No real reason, just not feeling altogether fantastic today.