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So I'm super self conscious about this whole dating Jason thing.
I'm shooting for atleast a month here..
So I've been laying off.

I mentioned something over the weekend about going to lunch during the week.. and he had told me that Wednesday was the best day.

I forgot about it.
He showed up.
It was cute. =D

Today he's spending the day with his best friend..
Working on the Starbucks float for the Tournament of Roses parade.
Then tonight he's going to a club.

I told him.. "Have a great day tomorrow.. if I don't hear from you.. I'll talk to you on Friday."
he's been texting all morning.

I like him.. and it seems like he really likes me.
Totally cute. I haven't been this smitten since...

.. well... Drew.

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I want to be in a band.

Funny Funny Funny...
The dreams we have when we're young.

But I'm fucking serious.

This is something that I've grown up wanting to do..
Something I was well on my way to achieving..
Then I sort of let image take over.. and decided to be a critic.

After chewing up and spitting out so many bands with "female" vocalists...
I realized.. they weren't all bad.

Who's to say that Save Ferris doesn't rock?

Well, if you do.. Fuck off.. I happen to think that Monique is the bomb dot com.

.. I was so stubborn.. thinking that ALL female musicians should be a solo act.. behind a guitar or a piano.

But that's not me.
Playing coffee houses all the time sucked.

I seriously want to be in a fucking band.

Damnit.

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My next rant....

I want to be a Professional Pool Hustler.

.... but that comes later.

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