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bbbbbeckah

I'll always claim California as my roots, but Austin is my HOME!

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Thursday Dec 23, 2004

Dec 23, 2004
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Just to clarify.

I'm not heartbroken over "Derrick"

Derrick is NO one. He's simply a guy I fooled around with then decided I didn't like him.. and when I told him I just wanted to be friends, things got somewhat heated.

The point of the post was.. he's happy now.
He found someone.. and still tries so hard to make things normal between us.
I was just being bitter because I'm here..
single..
But it's due to my choices in life.
So I'm good now.

So weird..
I met up with my friend Jason the other day.
We haven't talked in like.. a year...
because I thought he was going into the Military and he ended up not doing that.
We went out for Apple Martini's and Pool on Tuesday Night..
and then we went to Starbucks then watched Napoleon Dynamite at my crib yesterday.
It's been cool to spend time with him.
He's totally awesome in bed.. that's always a plus..

But a year ago he looked totally different.
He was heftier.. had more facial hair.. and shitty tattoos.

Well, he's trimmer.. more clean cut.. and has gotten most of the shitty tattoos covered and or fixed.

I wasn't really attracted to him then (why we stopped talking)
But I am now!
We'll see what happens in a week.

....

If you can think of every person you know...
I'm sure that one specific memory comes to mind that sums up your relationship with them.

When I was a young pup..
I did the Girl Scout thing.

My oldest sister was in College and lived in the dorms with her girlfriends.
At my G.S. Meeting we made THE COOLEST Nutcracker characters out of Plant Pots..
Hand Painted.. totally rocking.

Well, we went to go visit Gloria that night,
She had a Choir thing and we bought tickets and saw her...

That's when I knocked the nutcracker down.

OH I CRIED AND CRIED AND CRIED.

And I remember her and her friends in the dorm room trying to please me by glueing (to the BEST of their ability) the Nutcracker back together.

Because I worked so hard at it.

....

Well, I was going to post a thread on the boards about this..
but like a good Newbie I used the search tool..
and realized.. It would have been stupid and pissed me off.

So I'll write it here.

The new Tupac album is fucking RAD.

It features tracks with artists like Dido, Elton John and not to mention several members of The Outlawz.. a group Tupac helped form.

Check it out.

-3@
hexek:
Take the chance, post it. If I have a single stupid thought I feel more people will come across it in there so I do it. Who cares if people want another topic or not, if you want to do it.

And as far as your relationship/s I hope you are happy and content with everything. Im going through emotional issues relationship wise and I hate it. I just wish I had an old friend that was good in bed.........*sigh*

Also hows your search comming on the whole "while you type" thing? Do you have many candidates? Anywho good luck with that as well.

OH! and one last thing. Im talking with more people about the Rocky Horror Picture Show on the first/second of Jan. They said it is 18 and up and the site to check out is: HERE If your still interested let me know. JuJuBee is the character Magenta and Ive already talked to her, shes the contact, so check it out and let me know.

Merry happy, and may Santa bring you much toys.....

[Edited on Dec 24, 2004 3:29AM]
Dec 23, 2004
weirdomanson:
merry x-mas buddy! hope all is well!

.chris ARRR!!!
Dec 24, 2004

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