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blah bla, transformer, blah, hate wyoming....more mindless complaining, need a nerd girl........going to masturbate.

ok, so I'm sitting home just READING what happens at botcon! I was going to go this year! I SSSOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING wish I could have! GODAMNIT!!!!! ALLL THE COOL SHIT THAT HAPPENED. AND THE NICE TOYS, PETER CULLIN FUCK!
I HATE WYONMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so yeah, as you all know, I had planned to take leave starting this weekend. that was 6 months ago, and as you all know as well, it got rejected! Ihad planned to got to my first convention....botcon! hopefully, I thought, even meet a nerd girl or 2. I need out of the air force! I need some semblance of life...and for these damn dreams...
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so one more day of the FSC class to go for the week and I realize that QC will try to screw anyone out of their verbal .....because they are all about one-upsmanship. there is no such thing as "the same team" at warren. If I see them when I am a civilian, I will beat the living shit out of them! And don't even...
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sitting her, just wondering, does it even matter? anything. lets face the facts. I suck at my job, I'm fucking tired of the lack of good girls anywhere, in a generality i hate people. there just is not a damn thing good right now, there has not been in a damn long while. so why the fuck am I even on this earth? I fucking...
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I can feel the weight of this vessel I pass off as a body. Even in my prime, I knew that there was so much more that could be done. But not from a human body. I know there is much more out there. I know there is a physical place where food is much better, where you can feel life coursing through your veins,...
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IF YOU ARE SAD, DO NOT READ THIS POST RIGHT NOW!


so, its the new year. just something I've been noticing, but oddly enough, death is a subject that is on people's minds lately. You'd be surprised. It is a subject that is also on my mind. I find the topic very disturbing, even for me. I find death in it self an unnatural thing....
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ok, so gaming in WY is almost completely non existent (at least in any decent form). My last year here And I really need/ want to get back into gaming heavily. here is what I'd like to do.

1) start a warren gaming club. This SHIT HOLE could really use one.

2) warhammer radio: This is not something new. some time ago I was PRIVILEGED...
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today is MUCH better! Got TF headmasters in, and in an hour and a half, the new TF series comes on....ahhh nerd gasum

its christmas, the most shitty time of the year. You people muck it up with gifts and the stress of putting on a fake face and going over to a persons house that you don't even like. You say its about getting along, once again, thats another human lie. You aren't really even thankful for the one thing that some of us would give almost...
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ok, i gotta put somethin' in here. well one more day untill i trip out to the field again, ohh well, hopefuly next break i can get some skate time in.