barny

hey there... thanks for the comments

i couldnt sleep last night... im trying this new thing... erm... not gettin soo stoned you fall asleep anyway!

i couldnt sleep for hours and hours tho.... everything thats going on at the moment, family problems, bf problems, work problems, and school problems just kept on going through my head and i couldnt stop them!

i was feeling so alone i guess because my bf's in france this week. norm he's still miles awya but at least theres the fone.... atm im just gettin a couple of text a day if im lucky!

also my friends, friends are amazing and i know there always tehre for me. but there also going through loads with exams and other shit and i cant ring them up at 2.30 and sob my eyes out to them, telling them i dont wana exist anymore can i?

i looked over my msn list and had no1 on ther ei could talk to. ah i was stuck...

but this morning i woke up smiling... until the thoughts started running again but i feel pretty awake... think i slept through qutie alot of the night only waking up like 3-4 times opposed to the 7-8 times the night before ...

love to ya all and *BIG HUGS*

~things in life are not impossible... they are just hard~