i have four exam/projects to finish, and they're all due sometime in the next 48 hours.
ok. it's crunch time. i'm sitting at the kitchen table in my dorm room (yes, our room is that big: it holds four people) trying to psych myself up for the final push. i'm surrounded by books, the first take-home exam, my trusty moleskine notebook, a coffee cup full of organic french roast coffee, and a full nalgene bottle of water. itunes is playing, and the only thing holding me back at this point is myself.
fuck. once i finish, it's sweet, sweet freedom from institutionalized education forever (or at least until i decide i want more).
i don't know why i'm writing this in a journal entry. i seem to be a fan of writing these snapshots into my life. it just seemed like someone out there might give a shit.
*laugh*
"little plastic castle" just came up on the play list. let's make things happen.
ok. it's crunch time. i'm sitting at the kitchen table in my dorm room (yes, our room is that big: it holds four people) trying to psych myself up for the final push. i'm surrounded by books, the first take-home exam, my trusty moleskine notebook, a coffee cup full of organic french roast coffee, and a full nalgene bottle of water. itunes is playing, and the only thing holding me back at this point is myself.
fuck. once i finish, it's sweet, sweet freedom from institutionalized education forever (or at least until i decide i want more).
i don't know why i'm writing this in a journal entry. i seem to be a fan of writing these snapshots into my life. it just seemed like someone out there might give a shit.
*laugh*
"little plastic castle" just came up on the play list. let's make things happen.
Good cure for angst, neither too sweet nor too sour...
I had my biannual mental-emotional breakdown week-before-last. I can't think of a paper ive turned in calmly and on time in over 2 years and I don't see much change on the horizon.
"a coffee cup full of organic french roast coffee,"
and it's the little luxuries that keep getting me through