barbelith

I have been feeling very worn down by the world recently..... with the cold and trying to find a job ....it seems like everything is such a struggle.....It makes me tired ...tired right down to my soul. Some days are better tehn others but right now I just feel dried up inside..... maybe it comes from being sober for so long....who knows. All I know...
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Well Kriss and I are almost finished with our story. Everyone at Gamers has pretty much figured out that I didn't steal and I am tempted when the cops ofically prove my innocence to sue sue sue....mwahahhahahah.....

Other then that just hanging out rereading Blackwood Farm and playing Final Fantasy 7.

So I just woke up from a near sex dream starring Winona Ryder....might I say, YUMMM!!!!! I have had a crush on that women for almost longer then I can remember.

Other then that no big news right now I am going to go do some job hunting today....YAH!......... thats about it folks.

So I just woke up from another in a long line of dreams starring Wynona Rider.....yummmy!!


I love to dream is there anything more interesting, random, and inspiring, and at the same time scary disorinatating and full of psycosis?

Well I just had two police officers searching my house this morning first thing when I woke up. Looking for stolen video games and pot. Of course they didn't find anyhing. No stolen video games but uber close to finding the one pipe I own. But didn't!!!!! Hahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!! Well I am awake.

Well I am back I guess... looooooong christmas new years break... not much to report I guess.....


well all for now will prolly update more tommorow

Well I guess I am going to get to Iowa City just a little sooner then I thought....yesterday was by far teh worst day I have had in a while. no sleep working all day off hte clock becuse of the vice presidents order to me, zoe got home late, couldn't eat all day and to top it off after all this crap I get...
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Zoe comes how this afternoon!!!!

Now I just have to get through the next two days of work andn of to christmas celabrating it is for me.

Prolly won't be around to much for a while so just drop me a message and I will try and get back to you .

YAH!!!! I finally got my pics up on the site!!!!

Thank you not_tom and kriss.

Thanks so much guys.

" A picture is worth a thosand word?"

What do we think people?

Well almost half way through my work week and Zoe's vacation..... god I miss that girl so much already......

Had a great time talking with Kriss last night she rocks my world!

Anyway nothing much new I got the new CSI video game...but havn't got to play it yet.

Well back to the monotony.