barbelith

OK so I am seriously fucked in the head. I think I am suffering from PTSD from this whole divorce due to wife deciding she wants my best friend thing. Not to mention the fact that I have to see her everyday and that she shows up with hickeys and shit like that. ARGH. This just doesn't seem to want to get easier. I mean come on it has been over a year now. When will I start to be able to not feel like shit about seeing her etc. ARGH!

OK rant over.

I feel a little better from my cold but am still not completely health.

Also totally had a dream where I was The Doctor. IT was awesome!!