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barbary

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Hopeful Since 2013

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It's been a while...

Jan 19, 2014
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I'm sorry I've been MIA.

Reason one is that in all honesty the new site really annoys me. It crashes on me often and it's a long process uploading pictures and posting blogs for some reason. I think I just need to suck it up and interact more.

Reason two is that I've been busy as usual. I got offered a position as a sex education teacher part time. So I've been balancing training for that with my other full time job at the dildo shop. I need money so I don't mind, it's just exhausting.

I've been feeling a bit depressed and anxious for a number of reasons and working every day on top of that is tough. I was drinking a lot, but felt like I needed a positive outlet so I've been trying to meditate and do yoga. It's a much better solution.

I haven't shot anything in a while and I just feel like I need to get back in the game. Planning a few Zivity sets for the future...

@moxi and I saged our house on New Year's Day and talked about our goals for this year. A few from my list include:

1. Become a suicide girl!

2. Have more sexual experiences

3. Work hard on my career

What are your goals for the new year?!

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barbary:
@superbabzy those are great goals! Mental and physical health are important and I feel like I'm too busy to focus on those. Good luck! @struppi @funkuk thanks! Xoxo @sper glad you came even if you were tired. And yes we have to shoot some stuff soon! 
Jan 30, 2014
superbabzy:
Thank you :) it's going to be tough!
Jan 30, 2014

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