Feeling a little numb at the moment.
Broke up with my long term girlfriend on Tuesday evening. I'd just had enough of seemingly always causing the arguments between her and I, so the best way to stop them seemed to be if we split up. That's a very small and limited overview of the whole sprawling mess that the relationship had become, but still.
I've never done that before; never broken someone's heart with just a couple of sentences. Kinda got the feeling I'm circling a huge abyss of guilt and shame for doing it, but as people keep saying, if I wasn't happy, then I did the right thing.
Not so sure they're right though. They weren't there when I did it. They didn't see the hurt and pain, the tears, the confusion of how things had come to this.
Fuck, I feel like shit right now.
A hug would be appreciated right now.
Broke up with my long term girlfriend on Tuesday evening. I'd just had enough of seemingly always causing the arguments between her and I, so the best way to stop them seemed to be if we split up. That's a very small and limited overview of the whole sprawling mess that the relationship had become, but still.
I've never done that before; never broken someone's heart with just a couple of sentences. Kinda got the feeling I'm circling a huge abyss of guilt and shame for doing it, but as people keep saying, if I wasn't happy, then I did the right thing.
Not so sure they're right though. They weren't there when I did it. They didn't see the hurt and pain, the tears, the confusion of how things had come to this.
Fuck, I feel like shit right now.
A hug would be appreciated right now.