Today on the drive home from work I went nuts. In the good way. The way where I make people in othe rcars almost have accidents cuz they stare and wonder what the fuck I'm doing.
Ed bought me Early Days and Latter Days (the 2002 Zeppelin compilation) a few days ago, cuz all my Zeppelin CDs got stolen out of my car right after...
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Ed bought me Early Days and Latter Days (the 2002 Zeppelin compilation) a few days ago, cuz all my Zeppelin CDs got stolen out of my car right after...
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For the first time this week, my journal will not contain angst, lol. I feel kinda silly 
for being all, like, hysterical but I'm still having problems with the supposed-former best friend. All in due time I guess, ya know. 
to toxicvixen for her sweet post that made me feel better 
for being all, like, hysterical but I'm still having problems with the supposed-former best friend. All in due time I guess, ya know. to toxicvixen for her sweet post that made me feel better 
_v_:
hugs and love
For the first time this week, my journal will not contain angst, lol. I feel kinda silly for being all, like, hysterical but I'm still having problems with the supposed-former best friend. All in due time I guess, ya know. to toxicvixen for her sweet post that made me feel better
for being all, like, hysterical but I'm still having problems with the supposed-former best friend. All in due time I guess, ya know. to toxicvixen for her sweet post that made me feel better 
Everyone seems hellbent on ruining my life this week. I'm not being melodramatic, either. And of course I'm the horrible person for getting mad. Because everyone else is always right and it's always me who's being wrong or selfish.
I'm seriously thinking of letting go of my "best friend". She's become nuts, She hates Ed, she hates my mom, she hates everything, has an opinion...
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demoniacsmile:
Shit, double post. Don't know how that happened
[Edited on Apr 02, 2003]
[Edited on Apr 02, 2003]
toxicvixen:
i'm sorry you are having such a crappy week. i can definitely relate to most of what you said though. i always am made out to be the horrible person when i finally reach my limit of bs from people and lash back out at them. as if it's perfectly fine for them to dump their emotions on me, but if i for one second want to put myself first it's like the end of the world.
your best friend does seem a tad bit insane. it's always hard to end friendships, but sometimes it's for the better, esp. in cases like yours. i don't have many female friends either, mainly because most of the girls i meet seem to be in constant competition with each other. however, i actually live like 10 minutes from Morrisville (one of my friends lives in your town!) so if you ever need a chick to hang out with, i'm not too far!
the thing with Ed. i can totally understand how you feel. i would feel the same way. i've learned that guys view that type of stuff totally differently. they see as being ok because even though they get to see some boobs or check out hot webcam chicks, it doesn't affect their love for you. which i understand, but personally, when i'm in that situation, i don't see it like that. all i see is that my boyfriend is thinking some other chick is hotter than me. i've lived with a boyfriend and have found myself in your shoes. it sucks.
if you ever need to vent, i'm here, because lets face it, people can suck sometimes!
your best friend does seem a tad bit insane. it's always hard to end friendships, but sometimes it's for the better, esp. in cases like yours. i don't have many female friends either, mainly because most of the girls i meet seem to be in constant competition with each other. however, i actually live like 10 minutes from Morrisville (one of my friends lives in your town!) so if you ever need a chick to hang out with, i'm not too far!
the thing with Ed. i can totally understand how you feel. i would feel the same way. i've learned that guys view that type of stuff totally differently. they see as being ok because even though they get to see some boobs or check out hot webcam chicks, it doesn't affect their love for you. which i understand, but personally, when i'm in that situation, i don't see it like that. all i see is that my boyfriend is thinking some other chick is hotter than me. i've lived with a boyfriend and have found myself in your shoes. it sucks.
if you ever need to vent, i'm here, because lets face it, people can suck sometimes!
Thank you to everyone who expressed interest in my fetus I'm still not totally sure of journal etiquette, so I decided to answer the questions here instead of spamming random folks' journals with my responses.
I am now seven months pregnant, and due on June 26th (which happens to be my parents' anniversary). My tummy is huge, but apparently I'm carrying "low" and "wide" so...
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I'm still not totally sure of journal etiquette, so I decided to answer the questions here instead of spamming random folks' journals with my responses.
I am now seven months pregnant, and due on June 26th (which happens to be my parents' anniversary). My tummy is huge, but apparently I'm carrying "low" and "wide" so...
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captain_deez:
Congrats on the baby! My daughter (Emily Love) is going to be three months old on the 9th. Hope you are feeling better.
toxicvixen:
Yikes! Baby's almost here. That's pretty cool. You must be a nice mix of excited and nervous and probably soon will be relieved once the thing is out of you!
Emily Grace is a beautiful name.... however I vote for the calling her Grace to. For some reason, the "nickname" Gracie has aways been appealing to me.
Milkshakes can cure everything! Well, not really, but they sure do help!
Emily Grace is a beautiful name.... however I vote for the calling her Grace to. For some reason, the "nickname" Gracie has aways been appealing to me.
Milkshakes can cure everything! Well, not really, but they sure do help!
My tummy is moving of it's own accord. You can actually see it move. So I'm guessing it's either aliens or the baby. Probably the baby. 
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toxicvixen:
awww... that must be awesome, yet strange all at once. when's your due date?
r00kers:
I remember watching our sons move around. I loved playing 'guess the body part' while watching. Good luck they are lots of fun!
Should it not be 'baking goods'
Should it not be 'baking goods'
This week went by so slow. Thank God for Saturday mornings. 
Last night Ed and I hit up Best Buy with his check and walked out with 400 dollars worth of entertainmnet merchandise-- Playstation 2, games, DVDs, extras. I only paid for half of the Playstation and the DVDs, everything else he wanted, so he got. We've spent most of this week shopping, cuz now...
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Last night Ed and I hit up Best Buy with his check and walked out with 400 dollars worth of entertainmnet merchandise-- Playstation 2, games, DVDs, extras. I only paid for half of the Playstation and the DVDs, everything else he wanted, so he got. We've spent most of this week shopping, cuz now...
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_v_:
hey milky
have fun with all of your new toys
i need to go nuts like that someday
have fun with all of your new toys
i need to go nuts like that someday
_v_:
there is aloe in my lotion
i hope
i hope
Thanks to all who sent me some birthday love here, I was pleasantly surprised. And to cherryBOMB for adoring leopard print.
Atlantic City was fun. I'm a conservative gambler, and last night was no exception-- I stuck to the slots and video poker, spending a total of fifteen dollars. With my last three quarters, I made thirty-eight dollars, so I was pleased. Ed came away...
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And to cherryBOMB for adoring leopard print.
Atlantic City was fun. I'm a conservative gambler, and last night was no exception-- I stuck to the slots and video poker, spending a total of fifteen dollars. With my last three quarters, I made thirty-eight dollars, so I was pleased. Ed came away...
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_v_:
awww
don't be so grumpy
don't be so grumpy
cherryb0mb:
no problem dear!
i have my grumpy moments, we all do.
no problem dear!
i have my grumpy moments, we all do.
This weekend was much better than previously anticipated, and yesterday afternoon was the single most productive grocery shopping experience of my years on this earth.
Tomorrow is my 21st birthday, and obviously while it won't be drunktastic (in a way I wish it was, I'm an assload of fun when I'm drunk), I'm very much looking forward to it. My parents are having Ed and...
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Tomorrow is my 21st birthday, and obviously while it won't be drunktastic (in a way I wish it was, I'm an assload of fun when I'm drunk), I'm very much looking forward to it. My parents are having Ed and...
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cherryb0mb:
happy birthday!!
weeeeeeeee... i adore leopard print!
weeeeeeeee... i adore leopard print!
winter_____:
Happy birthday!!
Trizzading Spizzaces is on! The one where the homeowners brawl at the end! Yay!
alyssum:
Brawl? Oh man I'd love to see that. I can't remember if it was the UK version or the US version but my favorite was the one where the lady cries because the place is so awful.
_v_:
i've heard about that episode
i want to see it
press record
i want to see it
press record
yes, there are perks to living with someone... it beats being all horny and having to wait for the other person to drive over or whatever. that's always a mood killer if you ask me
ohhhh... the trading spaces dvd? i love that show. it's one of my little addictions.
haha... car dancing rules. or like screaming at the top of your lungs along with songs and people are trying to figure out if you're yelling at them or if you're just plain insane... like they've never done it