bailey

fuck 'safety' and 'rational thinking'

it ruins all my warm and fuzzy daydreams.



i feel like i've got nothin now. the things i was looking forward to..well, they just scare me now. i wasnt scared before. and now if i think about it, my stomach hurts.

i never thought i was someone afraid of change. i still dont really think i am. i just dont like going out into the ocean without an anchor....

remember when you were yonger and playgrounds still had see saws? you would be having fun and going up and down without any problems and the other person abruptly steps off and **whack** you hit the ground so hard it stuns you.
and you just sit there.

thats me. right now.

goddamn, i wish i wasnt so dramatic sometimes.