bailey

contemplative.

i wish i could write more but the thoughts havent formed yet.

*update: some have*

sometimes we have to fight to hear what we need.
this is the real-est thing i have ever experienced.
its not right.
or maybe it is?
am i have an epiphany or am i on the rag?
i dont tell you 'i love you'
but
i do.
what you dont understand is that you dont have to be IN LOVE with someone to love them.
but then, we you are, what do you say?
"i [am in] love [with] you"
i want to live my life
but my life is so boring
i want to love it
i need endless cups of coffee
and someone sitting across from me
listening to everything
a friend.
THE friend.

this is all an illusion
do you know that?
so easily faked into believing, you are
i feel old