badhandsome

i'm glad christmas is over. it's a holiday that i don't really enjoy that much. i don't really hate it or anything i just don't really get it. buying shit for the sake of appeasing everybody else. lately all i want to do is lock myself up and write music. i don't want to go to work or hang out with anybody. again it's not that i hate people or anything. it's just that i don't really enjoy myself when i'm just sitting around getting all fucked up and not being productive. that why work bothers me. sitting around being unproductive. i hope one day to be self sufficient enough so that i don't have to worry about a stupid job. jobs suck and so does my boss. he's a chef and he's a perv. and he's an arrogant bastard that doesn't get it that people can be off the beaten path and still be smart. he makes fun of me because i read. what a fuckin' douche. i've ranted enough. happy new year whoever...