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Bitching has concluded... Sorry about that... Been a rough month but you know what?! C'est la vie!!! Life moves on and I will still love life no matter what!!! Hope everyone has an epic Monday!!!

So yesterday I was begged by this girl that stood me up for a second chance. Had something planned today... on fucking fathers day no less... at 430... here it is 530. No word from her... stood up by the same bitch two days in a row!!! I do not call women bitches unless they are deserving of it... she fucking earned it! I feel...
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Fucking really?! One girl stops talking to me after taking two different trips to Denver to visit her. Now I get stood up for a lunch date!! I have my boys so had to get a baby sitter for them and everything. Fuck this shit! I'm done trying!

It's been almost a week straight of this insomnia... Up until at least 3 a.m. and then wake up with my boys at 7:30... This time awake in the quiet makes my mind wander. I over think life and love and the lack there of on the last one... I miss having someone to spend my evenings with when my boys go to sleep... I...
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So chicks in my town are Fucking nuts!!! So why does all the ones that I could see trying a relationship with have to live so far away? I've never been one to go for the long distance thing but I guess if I found someone worth trying a relationship long distance I would. Laying in bed alone... As always... The thought of fuck buddies...
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Hope fills my dreams and life carries on. This sweet illusions I see is merely anything but. I carry myself through the woes of life, seeking someone to ease my strife. Alone I must carry my burden, pickup myself and walk ahead. A hand for those that have fallen, a heart for those left broken, a smile for those unhappy. Share your love and beauty...
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Day 4 of insomnia. Nothing like going to bed after 3 am and getting up at 730 am. I am very happy right now though! For no other reason then I love myself and love my boys! I don't need someone to be happy but one day would like to be happy with someone!

Sometimes it sucks when people are right, sometimes it's a relief. The girl I wasted my time in Denver with has another guy. At least now I know why she would just stop talking to me. I'm actually relieved to know why now. One of these days I will find someone that will appreciate me. I just have to keep being me and one day...
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Ok... I said I was going to be MIA for a little bit but apparently I have nowhere else to blog about this!... So I spent half the night talking to my room mate I never really knew that well. Safe to say now I am appalled by what I heard! He's a nice guy now but he use to be an asshole. I now...
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I might be MIA from here for a little while... I think I need time to get my head straight, so peace, love and whatever else floats your boat!