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Spent the weekend with my boys and... well they tried my patients. I think that the steroids were giving me some roid rage. I am getting angry a lot! Thank god I took the last one this morning! However stoked on my new camera and all the extras I bought for it today. I will be testing them all out this week and posting...
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Spent the weekend with my boys and... well they tried my patients. I think that the steroids were giving me some roid rage. I am getting angry a lot! Thank god I took the last one this morning! However stoked on my new camera and all the extras I bought for it today. I will be testing them all out this week and posting...
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cherrytrash:
even better than seeing it on my phone 
Woohoo! I got a new camera today!! Canon DSLR rebel T3. Get it home, play with it a bit and what do I see outside tonight? Oh yes, a double rainbow! So of course I had to take pictures! I will probably start posting pictures on my blog soon... I do live in the rocky mountains so I have a lot of scenery to shoot...
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l1vingdeadgurl:
Thanks for the positivity.
My faith has been broken. I have been dragged through the meat grinder in my 33 years. It is not worth the pain anymore.
My faith has been broken. I have been dragged through the meat grinder in my 33 years. It is not worth the pain anymore.
l1vingdeadgurl:
I am not a strong believer of Karma. Actually not a believe in anything really which is probably part of my problem. I do believe I am one of those people who was handing all the shit that was spared for the weaker ones. I am strong, but am human. A pair of loving arms around me wouldn't hurt.
Realized that my past several blogs have been... Well a little depressing to say the least. So here is one a little more up beat. I am so glad I have the amazing friends and family that I do! If not for them I would of fallen down unable to get up a long time ago. If it wasn't for my boys I don't even...
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cinners:
topless canoe trip...does that count?? lol 


henika:
Glad you feel good!
And yes, the family and your friends are very important!
Have a gr8 weekend with your boys! 
In a dark place tonight... Guilt from decisions past plague my mind... I feel lost. I found out yesterday that they are pretty much giving my job to my friend that I got her the manager in training job... Good for her but not sure what I'm going to do. Life goes on, it will lead me to the point in my life I am...
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kelpie_:
don't regret thinking of the past, it is a good fuel to push yourself forward. Take it all in as a lesson I guess is what I'm trying to say. That kind of sadness can be 'addicting' as Gotye would put it. Misery is a pretty heavily-intoxicating emotion. Revel in it, own it, roll in the sadness for a while until you are thoroughly saturated and then silenty sit back and watch it float away.
If you need someone to just vent to I am very willing to listen.
cinners:
This girl seems to be getting her everthing from you! 
I also believe something will workout, everything happens for a reason. xoxo
I also believe something will workout, everything happens for a reason. xoxo
What a blah night!!! I am going to bed, you can only take being bored while your friend makes out with a short blonde so much... lesbifriends are cool and all but boring when you get brought out on a tuesday night to a strip club so that she can meet up with a chick... great to know that shit a head of time... sarcasm...
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issue_:
it has now been properly noted that you will never take me home.
derp.
derp.
hemi:
Ha...that sucks. Epic fail!
Well... Guess I didn't go MIA for as long as I thought. Instead I got rid of all the people that were bring me to the point of a mental break down! It started with my friend I took to the er the other night. Realized she's just been using me because I'm a nice guy. She even tried to get me to lie for...
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missthermopylae:
I do friendship cleaning a lot 
Well I'm going MIA for a while... Peace!
tangosierra:
I hope all is well with you! And that you'll come back soon 
Had an amazing night with my boys playing at the park and watching fireworks! Pisses me off to no end that I get back and my Internet is still out! I'm going to fuck some cable people up if they don't get that shit up and running soon!!!
cherrytrash:
Fix that shit!! <3
So today is a better day and looking back on yesterday it wasn't so bad. I said good bye to a friend and last night saved my other friends life! Yes I hurt bad today but I would take all the pain in the world to save a friends life any day! So thank you everyone for the good thoughts and vibes! I hope everyone...
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Well... Fucked up day to say the least! Starts off by me sleeping through my alarms and leaving late to head to a funeral that is 2 1/2 hours away. I go to the funeral and half way through my employees death finally hits me. I couldn't follow them to the grave site because I was about to break down. Cried half of the way...
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cherrytrash:
Worst day ever! Im so sorry I cant be there to help babe 
tangosierra:
Oh no I am so sorry to hear this