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Well... Forget what I said before... My parents just paid my child support and rent for the month and are going to help me get my debt in order... Wow... Amazing how much weight was just lifted off my shoulders!!!

I won't be on here for a while I think, I am so done right now... I just want this stress to be over... I am so depressed I can't even see 1 good thing in my life right now... Beginning to feel like everyone would be better off without me... I just want this all to end... my account is now over drawn 700...
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Fuck, I feel like I am drowning... This debt has me feeling so depressed I can't see the light... This pain only makes it worse... I really just don't want to deal with any of this any more... I don't think I can take much more

Finally without a headache today but now my back is causing my legs to hurt... Weird sharp pains running down the back of my legs... I can't win!

Been an interesting day... Migraine and back pain plagued me most of the day but my night was good skyping with my amazing girlfriend who always has a way of making me feel better!

My heart hurts tonight... All the stress... Pain from my back and missing my love is killing me!

I had a friend give me money today that I wasn't expecting... I didn't ask her for it but she learned of my money trouble and decided to help me... She told me that she wanted to help me out... Said I was a true gem and that she was blessed to call me a friend... Really warms my heart that I have friends that...
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Dark skies overhead, the cool air feels like water as it enters my lungs. I can't breathe under this overwhelming weight of life. Glimmers of hope shimmer in the depths of the stress... However there's no sign of light, no sign of hope... Just drowning... Just hopeless abyss of life!

Had to leave work early again today. I feel like shit! I don't know if its the flu or something else yet but I don't want to move today! ugh... I just need to catch a break!!!

I give up!