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Heart is hurting tonight... The distance is killing me!!! Sigh... I am so scared that she's going to see whatever everyone else I've been with saw... I don't know what that would be but I want to spend the rest of my life with her but I'm afraid she is going to change her mind... Sigh... Stupid steroids are fucking with my head!!! Help!!!!

Well by Monday I will finally have a new laptop... I've been dealing with these piece of shit laptops!

That's right... I'm rich bitches!!! Lol just got my tax return... I give it a week before I'm broke. Lol

Random insomnia thought... Enjoy!

Life:
I am not a saint, I make mistakes, I've hurt people, I've cheated, I've lied, I've stole, I've never killed anyone but several I would kill if I didn't have kids to take care of, I've done a lot of things I'm not proud of but I will never regret those decisions! Life is a learning experience and should be...
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Fuck this job!! Fuckers tell me how awesome I'm doing and how great I do my job in my yearly evaluation and then give me a shitty $.50 raise?! I was told in my eval I wasn't getting a raise then because I had my 90 days coming up and they could give me more of a raise then... They were giving 3% raises then.......
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Ugh... Woke up with a crazy shooting pain going down my leg... I'm at the doc's office right now to find out the results to my nuclear meds CT scan I had yesterday... It always bugs me that doctors clinic that specializes in back and spine problems have such uncomfortable chairs... It makes my pain worse... I'm sure it makes everyone else's as well... Soooo...
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Ugh... Just got home... Have to be up for work in 3 hours and all in all I don't want to be in this shit hole town any more!!! I really want to be in Colorado Springs!!! Fuck this sucks!!! Stupid responsibilities!!!

My team lost... In just a couple minutes I'm gonna have to leave the love of my life :'( not a good night at all!!!!

Such an amazing weekend so far! So excited to watch the 49ers play tomorrow!!! Been a long time since they have been good!!!

Woohoo!!! On my way to Colorado Springs for the weekend!!!! God things have really turned around for me in the past 2 days!!! Everyone have an epic Super Bowl weekend!!!!