Amazing how life can take you places you never thought you would be! I keep telling myself it's always darkest before the dawn and that beauty can be found even in the darkness... However it doesn't mean I can always believe it... So much happening lately I feel weighed down... I am losing my momentum to continue on... Seems as though I haven't no one around me to believe in me any more... So many doubt me... I strive to prove them all wrong but life seems to doubt me as well because it hinders me at every turn... I will never give up...
blk_dynamite:
Darkness is where I do my best work. The universe could be trying to warn you about relying on others for support. You have likely outgrown their help at this stage in your life, which might suggest why you feel bummed if no one gives you that support. You very well could feel better by moving on without the approval or acknowledgement of others. 
blk_dynamite:
Likewise, brutha! Sending you some positive vibes to keep your head above water. Enjoy the day. Seize the day.