I feel as though I am not myself lately... Heart seems nonexistent right now... I am getting exhausted with this life... Always going through all the shit alone... I am weary... I hate being here... I feel like this city is dragging me down into the darkness... I long for the green, the rain, the smell and sound of the ocean... Yet I am here in this baren wasteland... I wish I could just pack my bags and start driving... I don't know where to... Just to some place other than here... I'm not sad... I'm actually happy but at the same time I feel emotionally shut down...
Hope you all have a wonderful weekend!
Hope you all have a wonderful weekend!
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blixem:
You can drive very far...like here! xx
blk_dynamite:
I feel the exact same way whenever I give myself to people for too long. Being in an industry where you're always exchanging energy through physical contact, I get so worn down by the end of the week, and actually end up hating everything around me. Who knows, perhaps you do need a getaway to reset your psyche...