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I lay in this bed alone... Which is nothing new... However.. I stare at the ceiling wishing this pain would go away... I know it will with time... The wait... The wait to be pain free... The wait to find that someone that will be there for me through my toughest of situations... It's funny how many people say they wish they couldn't be there for me... Then followed by reasons they can't... I appreciate the efforts... But I would be there for any of them even if it cost me my last dime.. Not trying to sound like an ass or ungrateful by any means! Sigh... Laying in a bed, in the hospital or not alone... When your hurting is no picnic... C'est la vie! That's life...

Hope everyone has an amazing Thursday! Please don't think because I vent on my blog that I can't see the beauty in my life!