Random insomnia thought... Enjoy!
Life:
I am not a saint, I make mistakes, I've hurt people, I've cheated, I've lied, I've stole, I've never killed anyone but several I would kill if I didn't have kids to take care of, I've done a lot of things I'm not proud of but I will never regret those decisions! Life is a learning experience and should be thought of as such.
Pain:
I've gone 3 years in constant pain, nothing has been able to give me complete relief. I just had a TFESI L5-S1 bilateral injections today. In English that means I had two injections of steroids in my lower back. Worst pain I've ever felt!!! Pain shot down each leg with each injection, causing pain from my foot to the injection site so painful I was unable to breathe and it made tears come to my eyes. It helped for a while, now that the local anesthetic has worn off my legs and back hurt. However with all this I know that pain is relative, what I consider major pain differs from what major pain is to you... It's merely judged off your experience with pain.
Love:
Last but not least love. Love is a very interesting mistress... It leads us down paths we never thought we would be down, it takes us to people that we never thought we could be with, love has no rhyme or reason but if you get a chance to love someone and them to love you back equally... Nothing in this world compares to how amazing that is! Now I would like to make sure everyone understands that when I say this that I am excluding the love shared by a mother/father and their child/children! I do and will always love my kids more than anyone else on this planet, however I have met a close second! Someone so amazing and could probably get any guy she wanted and she chose me! Which makes me the luckiest man alive!
-disclaimer-
Everything I have just posted are my own personal opinions that involve me and my life! Do not take anything I have said in offense because none of this was about you!
Have a wonderful Thursday! Love you all!!:*
Life:
I am not a saint, I make mistakes, I've hurt people, I've cheated, I've lied, I've stole, I've never killed anyone but several I would kill if I didn't have kids to take care of, I've done a lot of things I'm not proud of but I will never regret those decisions! Life is a learning experience and should be thought of as such.
Pain:
I've gone 3 years in constant pain, nothing has been able to give me complete relief. I just had a TFESI L5-S1 bilateral injections today. In English that means I had two injections of steroids in my lower back. Worst pain I've ever felt!!! Pain shot down each leg with each injection, causing pain from my foot to the injection site so painful I was unable to breathe and it made tears come to my eyes. It helped for a while, now that the local anesthetic has worn off my legs and back hurt. However with all this I know that pain is relative, what I consider major pain differs from what major pain is to you... It's merely judged off your experience with pain.
Love:
Last but not least love. Love is a very interesting mistress... It leads us down paths we never thought we would be down, it takes us to people that we never thought we could be with, love has no rhyme or reason but if you get a chance to love someone and them to love you back equally... Nothing in this world compares to how amazing that is! Now I would like to make sure everyone understands that when I say this that I am excluding the love shared by a mother/father and their child/children! I do and will always love my kids more than anyone else on this planet, however I have met a close second! Someone so amazing and could probably get any guy she wanted and she chose me! Which makes me the luckiest man alive!
-disclaimer-
Everything I have just posted are my own personal opinions that involve me and my life! Do not take anything I have said in offense because none of this was about you!
Have a wonderful Thursday! Love you all!!:*
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devon:
BE STRONG 
jimmy:
Good luck for next days !! ^^