bad_a_dave

I won't be on here for a while I think, I am so done right now... I just want this stress to be over... I am so depressed I can't even see 1 good thing in my life right now... Beginning to feel like everyone would be better off without me... I just want this all to end... my account is now over drawn 700 dollars because of more fucking fees... I won't even have enough money on my paycheck to cover that and then to pay rent or child support... nothing... I have absolutely nothing... Nothing left to pawn... nothing left to sell... I just want this all to end... I almost wish I could hurt myself... However I never would... Doesn't stop me from wishing I would get hit by a truck on my way to work or back... At least then my parents and boys would have the $500,000 life insurance policy... Fuck everything right now... One good thing in my life is 6 hours away and at this rate I won't be able to even see her this weekend like I wanted to... Fuck it all.. If anyone needs to get ahold of me you can kik me @ dystructodave... otherwise see you guys on the flipside.