Pardon me while I burst into flames, I've had enough of the world and its people's mindless games. So pardon me while I burn and rise above flames. Pardon me, Pardon me, I'll never be the same!
The amazing day comes to a close with me feeling down... Amazing how the moods and problems of our friends have the ability to affect our mood.
I went through my pictures on my computer today.... In the past year I've had two different girlfriends... First one was nuts, second one stopped loving me... If that's even possible. The year is almost up and its beginning to depress me that this will be the first year in a long time I am completely alone... No "family" to spend Christmas with... Not my own family. Its been a different girlfriend for every Christmas for the past 4 years... No New Years kiss... Some how this all just hit me now. I am so glad I am not with either of those girlfriends anymore but along my way I ended up hurting someone that meant a lot to me. Someone that I loved and considered my best friend and that I talked to day in and day out for months, But life moves on and people move on. Its hard not to talk to my friend... Love doesn't just fade away. If it was there to begin with. The one person that made this fucked up thing called a life make sense moved on... can't blame them.
Don't make the same mistake I made! Keep the ones that mean the most to you close! Don't ever let them go and weather they are near or far don't let others take your focus off the ones you love!
In close I will leave you with this - Life is beautiful, so keep your eyes open so that you may see the beauty through out life!
The amazing day comes to a close with me feeling down... Amazing how the moods and problems of our friends have the ability to affect our mood.
I went through my pictures on my computer today.... In the past year I've had two different girlfriends... First one was nuts, second one stopped loving me... If that's even possible. The year is almost up and its beginning to depress me that this will be the first year in a long time I am completely alone... No "family" to spend Christmas with... Not my own family. Its been a different girlfriend for every Christmas for the past 4 years... No New Years kiss... Some how this all just hit me now. I am so glad I am not with either of those girlfriends anymore but along my way I ended up hurting someone that meant a lot to me. Someone that I loved and considered my best friend and that I talked to day in and day out for months, But life moves on and people move on. Its hard not to talk to my friend... Love doesn't just fade away. If it was there to begin with. The one person that made this fucked up thing called a life make sense moved on... can't blame them.
Don't make the same mistake I made! Keep the ones that mean the most to you close! Don't ever let them go and weather they are near or far don't let others take your focus off the ones you love!
In close I will leave you with this - Life is beautiful, so keep your eyes open so that you may see the beauty through out life!
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kelpie_:
I think there are a lot of other ladies here who would do the same, but I would totally give you a New Years kiss!
barbigirl:
If there is someone out there who makes you happy and means that much to you, then don't let the past stand in your way or you will regret it forever. Make the first move, say your sorry if you need to, but don't let her think you don't care.