Call it a gift or a curse... I don't know what to call it but I'm good at sex... I had sex with my friend tonight and I think I did it to prove I'm not a liar... She had never came from intercourse before... When all was said and done... Now she has... I don't know what to think... I'm hoping this won't fuck up our friendship! I also hope that she doesn't all the sudden think she's in love with me now as well! Far to Many times that has happened! I lay in bed alone as always and think back on past relationships and only 1 was ever worth it but she left me a long time ago so it doesn't matter... Is it to much to ask for someone to come into my life worth spending the rest of my life with them? I sadly don't see this ever happening for me. Which is ok because it is better to have loved and lost, then to never have loved at all! I have felt the depths of unconditional love towards another human being and for that I am blessed... I miss it... But I continue on. Day 3 of insomnia, fucking blows! To much time to think!!!!
cinners:
Well i get what you are saying but it is probably cause so many guys are just ....not great....at sex that when you fuck a woman good she doesnt want to lose you lol. As for the insomnia at least use the time to do things you havent had time to finish and on the plus side you are not working.